It's not that I'm shoving it off, it's just that I KNOW I can't do it. I've been in plenty long distance relationships and I know the struggle of actually making them work. Also, if we can barely talk over quarantine, how would we actually communicate in a long distance relationship? IDK i'm just confused My main point here is, I'd be willing to try it. But with the current state our relationship is in, I don't think it'll work out. I also don't want to drag myself into something that I might not be committed to.