Everyone deserves a second chance. And you are the one who truly needs it. You were and hopefully, soon to be helper+ my favorite staff member. You made a silly mistake, which was kind of foolish to be punished for. I actually, was speaking with someone today. And I said that I would actually say the same as you said if I had staff too. The first side is your brother, my friend.
At the moment, I don't really feel that right. Demotion hurts pretty bad. It's basically constant emotional pain every time people mention it or I when I happen to think about my self. I always get this sinking feeling in my stomach when I am on Minecraft, forums, and Teamspeak. I rather not talk about sides or what I deserver right now. I only care about helping the server.
A virtual rank it may be, but to get it, it requires a lot of work. It's like this: For example, you make a great poster project. You worked so hard on it: 6 hours. It's basically guaranteed to get an 100%. Then as you are walking to the bus, it flies away and is hit by an oncoming car and shredded to pieces. In addition to that, the wind carries the pieces, in different directions.
That has actually happened to me before. I know we have different personalities but, I let go pretty quickly. I just get sad, angry, and annoyed. Then I move on to the next thing that comes my way. So, I understand where you're getting at.
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