If you insist. What happened was yesterday. I was randomly talking to some friends in the lobby yesterday, Yoshcraft, Roseblocks, and Slimecraft. We then started to talk about our voices on TS. We were sort of insulting our own voices, and I ended up saying. "I have the voice of a 17 year old, and for the love of lord, I even have that 'all hope is lost' tone to it." Randomly
Some non donor, of which I have never seen before decides to call me an "adult of whom has no life and should go **** myself for being such a couch potato." Rose and I simultaneously stated I was only 13, however he continued saying I was an adult with no life, etc. Then I end up letting my depression take control of my
Actions, and I end up losing it. Talking about a specific type of thought. How it would be better to "disappear into the afterlife." Whatnot. Randomly, a specific person, of whose name I shall not mention, seeing that he is somewhat respected by the community, thought I was "showing off my depression," and such. I was enraged by the fact how I was only talking to my friends because
I felt like I could talk to them. (One of the main reasons I joined) With said words, I felt like I couldn't talk to people and just left saying "Forget it, apparently. I can't talk to people here."
Chances are, there were a few hate induced comments of me, but how would I know? I wasn't on afterwards to see what happened from there on.
on?"
Other thoughts I had earlier were:
"If so many people hate me, then why not just disappear and have them no longer have someone like me to hate."
and
"I had enough. These people treat me horribly, and almost worse than people in reality."
^That, is something i never thought I would say, but look at me now.
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