Brave and fearless? I'm sorry, but I have no damned idea what the hell you're talking about. If I didn't tell you already, I said I don't talk a lot, and already, at this moment, I had to deal with a damn pass-away within family. Before, I was busy doing homework, because I'm doing 10th grade classes at 8th grade. And if I actually responded, I'd be grounded with no means of access for a year.
Friend or not, I will not take the risk, because I fear, which eliminates the fearless portion. I'm not brave in any sense. I'm a coward. There, I fucking admitted it. I'm a fucking coward. I already lost half my friends because of an insanity breakout, and I ended up failing some things recently, putting me in a badass mood, okay?
I have to deal with pressure left and right, and guess what buster: I'm still dealing with shit. Life's done nothing but get worse for me, and you know how many times I want to just end it all? More than you can imagine, I can guarantee. You want to know how? Self-immolation with it being an "Accident."
I am already cutting off all interactions with most people, because I want them to feel less sorry for me, if worse does come to worse. I don't care if you consider me a friend anymore, but either way, this is goodbye.
I still have to thank you for considering me a friend in the past though. Despite it having nearly no meaning in the present time.
I'm really sorry. What I typed was very harsh. I'm trying to work on this kind of stuff. I still consider you a friend connection or not. I'm facing alot of problems myself at the moment. I myself am a coward in the real world. I was drunk writing that message. I am very sorry. Live long and prosper Shadow. Bye.
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