You might not seen me on the forums for a while

Hello, and to those who know what happened on the night of 11.29.2013, you would know what happened, and that many people where physically and emotionally damaged. I was one of them, so was Roc, Albinobat, and many more.

Not many knew what was wrong with me, I didn't know what was wrong with me, but that night. Something sparked inside me, and now, I want to thank albino. If it wasn't for her, I'd be either insane or too ashamed to go into MC. The night of 11.29, The blow to my core was massive. It felt like some ran a pickaxe into the stone capsule of my heart. It was so massive, it felt like it went straight through the heart, blasting the capsule into peices.

That night was the first time I cried of sorrow and pain in 5 years. This blow was so hard, you may call it a Supernova. I realized how delicate and sensitive my mental and emotional infastructure. If too many people talk, I'll get a headache. If It does not feel reletavely peaceful when my inner-chest hurts, it will get worse.

I am not sure if I'll stay like this forever, a few months, days, or weeks. I don't care which it is.

Thank you, Albinobat, for changing my life for the better.

 

No, what happened.?

I saw you having pain...I wish I could have helped :(

 

What happened are u talking IRL or mc. Do you mean the aircraft crashes. Hope you are OK Good Luck for the future.

 

I have no idea what you are talking about, but I hope you are okay. I googled "news on 11/19/13", and all that came up was "Miami heat vs some other team" and the plane crash in Namibia. So unless you were in Namibia or hate the Miami Heat, I don't know what you're talking about. I hope you feel better, though.

 

This was on TeamSpeak. I'd rather not talk about what happened. It brings too much pain. It was hard enough to describe what I was feeling that day on my thread. At least you all know the damage done on that day.

If you want to know what happened, ask active TeamSpeak members that Exclude Roc and I, as I think Roc is still emotionally damaged. The hit he recieved was 10x greater than mine.

 

I don't know any ts peeps can u name some hat were there P.S get well soon (Not sure what to say)

 

Honestly, I don't really want to know what happened.