Please Read.

Hello, J&H.
Yes. You've read the title and this is an apology thread. Now if you're going to spam me like "Omg jerome, this is like the 99341252th apology thread you've made!! attention seekerr!", then leave this thread. I feel like I have to do another apology to the community, as I have done horrible stuff. It's 2016 soon, and don't want to leave those mistakes behind for this year, as I have matured and I will not do any of those mistakes again. I see J&H as a big family so if I think it's alright for me to apology for what I've done.

> @ Staff
I have been an a**hole on this server in early 2015. I used to always spam, be inappropriate, etc. which lead me to warnings and tempmutes. Although, when I'd have those, I'd always PM a staff member with messages like "omg please y did i get tempmute y y y y y did i get tempmute i dont understand!!"
I know most of you probably don't even remember this, but I want to apologize for it anyway because I feel very bad for spending the staff's time with this.

> @valentino & @ Some Staff
Ey guys, remember the very fun Skype issue that happened in July which I won't give out too much detail about? Yeah, you remember this shit.
Ok, I know most of you have already forgiven me for this. I know most of you have forgotten it. I know I'm an ass to talk about this again. I just want to apology again, because I've never felt so bad about something I've done on this community.... :(
Please forgive me if you haven't already.

> @MrDeathWilliam
Oh my god, I could apologize for so much I've done throughout this year.
Remember when I, the guy that is "very mature for his age", got his application denied and caused a whole drama onto the lobby? Yeah. I'm pretty sure you do. I want to apologize for doing this.
Oh and remember when I started giving out your Skype that I randomly found, and I replied like I didn't give a shit? Yeah, you remember that. Please forgive me for that and everything else I have done.

> @Xenohs
Hey, remember when another guy on the server (you know who) started giving out personnal information about you like your full name to the server, and then I took on his side? Yeah, that was a pretty shitty move from me. I know you already forgave me for this, but I just want to do it again, as I really feel bad too about this.


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Yeah, that's basically a retrospective of my 2015 year. I have been an immature and stupid attention seeker and drama queen. I know this might sound not real just written down like this, but know that this apology is honest and I am not doing this for attention!!!

Thank you so much for reading.

 

People change and mature over time. I've certainly matured over the last few months. Hopefully you are true about you being more mature... I used to look up to you as well. It's good to see you are owning up to the bad stuff you have done.

 

Oh, I didn't know you were such an ***hole

 

I don't get an apology? You ddosed me. You were mean to me. I did nothing to you and I got treated like shit.

 

♥

 

I already apologized to you, and tbh you made me feel worse than what I actually did and YOU never apologized, so...

 

I did apologize.

 

Oh, let me get started, and now I'll not try to start drama or anythin' but you told me you would ddos me if I told william that you gave me his skype, and told me, I would go and kill myself, well thanks doe, it's all words, but I suggest next time, don't blame people that I haven't spoked with in months like you told me to blame hamood for it, while he doesn't even check on here, and you've acted like a dick head, to others, and I can see this as a sorry thread, and I can accept this, but next time, if you're doing something, be honest don't hide behide other people using them instead of doing it yourself.

 

I've learnt this the hard way in the past. When you mess up and lose people's trust, apologizing is only a small step to regain their trust. Remember this, and take this deep into your heart: Once you lose someone's trust, it is almost impossible to regain it.

 

Oh please guys.

Don't reply by other mistakes I've made please, you can get that I'm sorry for everything I have done even if it's not mentioned in this thread. Also, don't try to tell me that "No jerome because when u lose people's trust blahblahblah". It's not none of your business to tell me what to post and what not to.

If you're going to post something in order to bring my reputation down or make me feel bad even more or try to get the entire community to think you're mature by giving your opinion, just do not post.

I am being honest in this thread. If you don't want to forgive me, it's totally acceptable, but please be respectful, because else you're not helping at all.

 

You know, I was very rude to players a little while ago.
I used to be so nice. Then I started hanging with bad influences.

I was nice enough to receive a second chance, at everything. I talked with Willy and we came to an agreement. I took my own time off the server, being banned of course so I had no contact with J&H. This helped a lot. I also have cut contact with my bad influences, or else I'd be banned. Now I sometimes talk to Willy frequently about everything. He helped me with everything. He helped me get my friends back. I'm so very thankful for that.

Lots of times you have to understand lots of people aren't ask forgiving as others.

 

I'm so tired of lying on this community.
I'm kidding love u boi <34343

 

Never personally done anything 'apology worth', other than talking to people whilst PMSing but I'm a completely different person than I was when I first joined 3 years ago and people grow and change and mature (for the better or worse). So apologizing is one thing, but make your apology come through in your actions, and maybe the people you apologized can find it in themselves to forgive

 

I noticed you being a bit rude here lately, but it's great that you've realized your mistakes and are moving towards changing.
Be sure you act upon this apology though. :)