For Shadow_Riolu

If you read his status you will know that he isn't really in the best of moods. So I think we should cheer him up by making a thread to try and let him know that he is not alone and we can support him

 

I doubt he isn't gonna see this.

My cute for depression:
Screw it, I can't do that. I'm still FAKIN depressed.

 

Look, I can't fit everything that has happened in my life that led to this due to the 140 character limit. I am just... severely depressed right now. My own blood has called me worthless, they said I would accomplish literally nothing in life. In my knowledge, my thoughts are: "If I am so worthless and would accomplish nothing in life, then what point is there to even continue life?" And this is not the first time. This has happened for my whole life. No, my parents aren't bad or anything, it's just that they are born in a different custom, a different culture. I was born in a screwed up generation, in the USA, having different customs due to my environment, but apparently they fail to see that. My depression has been found to be with me for my whole life, or so says therapists, and that it doesn't show until something deep that has injured me mentally, occurs, which happened about 4 years ago.

My point is, my depression is not something I can just drive away and act like it was never there. It is hard to want to live or enjoy life as it is when in a situation like mine. This is just part of it though. I have social anxiety, which causes discrimination outside of my family, and other things I will not mention here.

I appreciate the fact that you are trying to help me, believe me, I do, but... Like I said, depression as severe as mine to the point where I will occasionally beat myself up for things, is not something I can just get over in a quick moment.

 

Like he said, he can't be driven away from depression. He has to choose his feelings and what he wants to do. It's nice that you care but kinda being forced to turn that frown upside down is unnecessary.

It's best we leave him alone about HIS situation so he can do HIS decisions. We may help him ANYTIME--- but we can't change the inside.

Kden