Decisions Decisions

Decisions are something always hard to do. Especialy when you fell lost and alone with this tons of problems. Let's say I wanted to come back to this place but I can't because I don't fell like I belong here and some don't want me to be here.

Because bad decisions where made by me, by other players and some staff this turned out this bad. In this last 2 days I saw more drama, wars, behaviour faults that I can take. I'm sorry but.. I don't have strenght anymore to take it. It's just not right and out of any comfortzone.

I suck in showing emotions because difficult childhood and parents who never cared or showed love to anyone. I dunno how so here are my emotions in the best way I found. Farewell so on.



If I had a last wish here. Delete my profile tomorow whoever staff read this. It would be bad if it still exists it would give me stupid ideas to try it again. And it's best to not come back. Sorry for those who I told I'm back, just sorry. I understand when you are mad now, but I'm just a human. Within all these mistakes and that was another one :( Just leave this as it is, it was nice but it never happend. Try to think we never meet.

 

If you do decide to permanently leave, for me, I'll forgive you for your mistakes you made here. No one is perfect, Clemens. One time you were angry, and the next day, you rarely went on... If you feel alone, you have friends, people who think of you as a friend, and they'll try to help you out. It's alright. I anticipated your return when I saw that thread, but I'm not mad at you for leaving again quite suddenly. It was a nice time with you. Farewell.

 

Never knew you well , goodbye Clemens D:
The best of luck man.

 

awh... another one leaving... ;(

Bai Clemens...

 

I never thought you would leave, really.
Have fun wherever you go, and remember to think about the good times on J&H.

 

Dang. I never would go that far if I was leaving… to bad I didn't get to know you :/ Best wished irl. You sound like you live in a horrible family…