Apologies, in advanced.

Lately, I have noticed my unnecessary animosity torwards members on the forums, TS, and the server. I would like to say sorry about the damage I have caused already, and the damage I may soon cause, as I am in no state to reform myself. With the loss of the shoutbox, the one thing that helped keep forum members updated, taken down, IRL debts clogging up, more love issues, and many more problems which only anonymous people will know about(You know who you are), I have been feeling more stressed than before.

The shoutbox I always used to see what was new and have small chats with friends. With that gone I have been feeling lost, wary, and on-edge.

For over 3 years, I have been in over $300 of debt with my parents, and I am currently bankrupt. I cannot even buy one soda without some sort of money shortage.

Some may remember, back on the old forums, I had a crush. I only told 5 people my crush. For a month, I have faked my animosity torwards that player, and I can't take the guilt and hidden sorrow anymore. I see this person everyday in-game, Teamspeak, and on the forums. I feel like I am loosing my mind, over if she will stay anonymous, or if I will reveal her.

The last topic is classified, as it is never to be revealed to public.

Again, sorry in advanced, and I think I already explained myself.

 

Perc dude it's ok man. I've been through many difficult times aswell like just the other day my cousin committed suicide... yeah :-( But, i'm ok and you should too. Here's a quote I like a lot and helps me a lot in sad times:

 

Habibi, we all forgive you dont worry :D (Honestly, I didn't notice any of this ^ o.o)

 

It's OK man. Haven't noticed you being mean to players.

 

Lol, ik that crush. However, I shall not say who...don't worry, I know how and when to keep a secret. Now, apology accepted. Just don't do anything rash :P

 

IT's okay dawg.

 

Besides our little, for lack of a better word, argument, you haven't shown any signs of being mean. I saw one of the side-effects of the shoutbox being taken down yesterday. When DWG did his first stream, he had the shoutbox to spread the word and had 16 viewers. Since the shoutbox didn't exist, DWG only got 3 viewers on his stream last night.

I have a feeling I know who the "crush" is, and I also have a feeling I know what the last "Classified topic" is. But I won't tell anyone what I think,