My story thing.

So
Im seeing all these threads on peoples life // stories so.. Imma join in and before you ask. This all happened. None of this is fake. So lets get started

Ok first im going to start from about Year 7. *last year*

Just started new school scared af. So it was about 2 - 3 weeks into the year and I made friends with my sisters friends because I was to shy to make new friends with people in my year group. So I was waiting for them at a table when they came! They were all boys but they were so nice to me xD Then. "She" came. As she walked past she whispered in my ears "hanging out with your boyfriends eh?" and I was just like... wtf. So I thought it was nothing, I was wrong. The next day me and my friends were waiting outside art when "she" pushed me and said "no gingers allowed!!". I was so fucking sad. I felt like an idiot for my hair colour. I didnt tell anyone and I took it as a joke. 2 days later (i think) she made fun of me AGAIN for my hair but in the worst way by saying I dyed it and that im from the depths of hell. I held in all the anger and sadness until I got home and I just sat in the study and cried my fucking eyes out until there were no tears. At this time my mum had got home and asked if I was ok and I said im fine but she knows me to well and she could tell I wasnt. I explained everything to her and she told the behaviour officer thingy and she got a reffreal. Thankfully and she left me alone!

This was about... at halloween. My sister overdosed on paracetamol. She took like 7 because of a headache and I had no idea until the next day. When I found out I was speechless because they kept it from me. I was crying while asking if she was ok and apparently she was when she fucking wasnt. Oh and at this point I fucking find out she cuts. *she dosent anymore thank god* I must of cried all night I was just broken. I felt invisible because my sister was at hospital and I didnt know.

Ok about... 5 months later of like amazingness with the server and I was doing well at school, no bullying so yeah! Until. My brother was struggiling to breathe and nearly passed out. I was saying "Should I call 999 or 101?" (101 is like a non emergancy number for the poilce not sure about ambulances though) and he said no im fine. So I tried to like help him but he kept denying it. My mum came home and he and her went to A&E but I was told FINALLY. He had a spontaneous pneumothorax, basically a tiny hole in his lung because he smoked. *another reason not to smoke* but he was ok!

I slowly started feeling more depressed and stressed because of home and school and... I.. cant say I dont want to. If you want to know and are close to me pm me.
@BashfulBaker ~ Thank you for helping me through everything. You basically saved my life. <3
@Katy_ ~ You are amazing Katy <3 you are so nice and supportive and Im so lucky to call you a friend like everyone else <3
@KatlynBlossum ~ You were my first forum friend :) u make me smile everyday and I still h8 Inori xD
@BlabDaFish ~ Bae even though we dont talk as much as I like to you still are my best friend :)
@Joseph10003 ~ You are so inspirational. Everyone can agree with that. You are just so nice and so caring I cant take it we need to skype call soon :)
:)
So even though I made a massive mistake I dont want your sympathy I just want the same ammount of respect and kindness I already have. And Im telling you guys because I dont want to hide the truth anymore. Thanks for reading
~Alicia

 

You know I love you.
You're amazing and like my little sister.
Thank you for sharing all of this.
We're here for you❤

 

<3

Spoiler: :)

 

Good luck Alicia :)
If you ever need anything, I'm here. :)

 

We don't talk much, but I am here if you need anyone to talk to.
Thanks for sharing all of this. C:

 

it was like rly hard but ty anyways :D :) :D :) :) :D :D

ty tehmiz :P

 

I'm here for you, trust me. If you ever need anything, you can talk to me.
You're a really strong person.

 

i cant even lift a chair without struggling ._. :P

 

You're amazing, Alice. You made it through all of this, and that proves you're a very strong person. You know I'm here for you, I'll never leave. Please, listen to me when I say this. Please, never give up. You're going to get through this. You know, so many people think you're amazing. You're a sister to me.

Feel better, alley <3

 

Reading all of this over again has made me cry
Thank you all so much for the amazing support
And if you don't believe im crying frigging get on skype and i will prove it
I feel so lucky to have my friends and the server itself
Without it I bet I would of given up and not be the person I am