What is your worst fear?

I'm scared of many things since I have anxiety, but I'm most scared of:
-Vomit/vomiting/watching someone vomit/catching the flu (I guess you could call me a germaphobe?)
-Bees/wasps
-Children o-o
-Talking to people (mostly irl)
-Bugs (large ones, especially)
-Looking at mirrors (thanks to watching Bloody Mary videos at a young age)
-The ocean
-Losing people I love

 

Weird noises
dark
thieves
heights
and being trapped in a small space especially with no windows aka elevators
Oh and obvi that my country is going downhill and we all have a chance to be homeless with no food and poor af
fun times ey


Btw all those phobias have greek words in them ;3

 

Fear itself.

Death and the ways that I could die. Death can be extremely painful. Also, since I can't make sense of what happens after death (I can't imagine my life without consciousness) I am afraid of that too.

Rejection. Gosh, I am so awkward in public, so if I become infatuated with a girl, I sure as hell am fearful that I'm gonna creep her out.

Not finding love. Also ties into rejection, but the truth stands: I do want to find that perfect soulmate someday. I'm scared of the possibility that I'll be lonely forever.

The long term effects of climate change. Idiots AKA climate denialists don't realize it, but our planet could be very well on the verge of apocalypse. If you've ever watched the movie Interstellar, I am scared because what happens in the beginning of that movie is a very possible fate of humanity.

Anarchy and their supporters. Can you imagine a world dominated by chaos, not order? I shiver at the thought.

Large groups of people. I like being isolated from civilization. This is more of a comfort preference than a fear, but I thought I'd add it.

 

• Silence
• Random sounds
• Distance. Because of this it's hard to see Sofie and it also feels really bad. But we will break the distance for a week probably this winter
• Parents and their "Talks"...
• Small spaces >.<
• My health problem.. Obviously as how I feel, I'm going worse. Last time I went to the hospital for a yearly check, and they saw that it went worse.. So I am seriously scared that something will happen

 

-Spiders
-The dark
-Scary movies
-Death
-Living in a bad neighborhood (Becuase I might get shot o-o)
-Pain
-Talking to new people (I suffer from social anxiety ._.)

 

School
Not getting sick during the school year
Freddy fazbear

 

Elvavators man, screw that shit

 

The movie "It" Featuring Penny Wise the homocidal clown? ;D

Uhm. Definitely Heights xD

 

Getting sleep paralysis

that's pretty much it

 

My worst fears are-
1: The things I might think sometimes.
-No comment.
2: The loss of my mother/family.
-Kind of self-explanatory.
3: The unknown.
-I used to think it was the dark, but I was afraid of what would come out of the dark, so mainly the unknown.

 

• Spiders... yeah. They terrify me. I told my mom that I legit have aracnaphobia and I wasn't lying about it. I am terrified of spiders.
• Also, the unknown scares me the most in life. Since I am Agnostic, I don't really believe or disbelieve in God, so I often think about why we are here and other things. The fact that we don't know what is out in space also scares me, but also equally excites me. I like to be open minded about stuff like this.

 

1. When you're home alone and you hear a random noice, or a creepy bang or something.
I automatically just freak and freeze. I think this could be classified as a 'fear' hearing random noises, lol.

2. When somebody becomes really ill that you know. It breaks you inside + you know somebody who died. That kills you inside. It really does and it freaks me out completely.

 

death


._.

 

I've got a lot of fears:
- Heights
- Falling really fast/most roller coasters
- The dark(only when I'm home alone)
- Strange, unexpected noises that break long silences
- Cannibals
- Spiders
- Moths(out of all of these, this one is probably the worst)

 

Elevators. (I got stuck on an elevator once.)

 

Spoiler: The most disgusting and disturbing thing that is on this earth.

ALSO FUCKIG SPIDERS

 

Not really anything right now.

I use to be scared of horror stuff such as Slederman does that count?

 

I fear loud high pitch noises the most, especially fire alarms. I have been afraid of them since the first grade and still get some major anxiety every-time I find out there is going to be a fire drill in school. Honestly, that is pretty much the only reason why I am not excited for school to start, especially considering me getting dismayed when I have 30 days left of summer. It's ridiculous and I can't stand it. lol

 

*yelling
*mean people
*people who were/are rude to me
*pedophiles
*kidnappers
*zambies (i have kinemortophobia from tis. but it not as bad as other people >.<)

 

Probably my whole entire life.
Why? Because all day I get to hear everyone saying bad things about me. Every night I think about what I can change about myself, because nobody I know irl accepts me as who I am.