I'm going insane

I'm going completely mad, I am losing my mind, I have been overcome with boredom and loneliness and feelings that I can not explain, My therapist just told me to do stuff that would keep me occupied, but I feel an emptiness inside me that I can not explain..

I have no idea how to explain myself, but I just need to know if there is anyone willing to help me get my life back on track, or even just listen

might edit this post and add more information later

 

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yay thats half of my life posted on the internet. just that i'm ignored here, and not irl.

On the other side, we'd all be glad to help, as long as you promise that you won't do anything harmful to yourself, because it hurts us too.

 

I need to find my purpose, because sitting down and playing games all day is not that rewarding.

I don't know why I am complaining about something that I can't fix about myself, I have always been left out and I always will... Might as well lock this thread :/

 

Im here for you :) and i will try to help you as much as possible

 

Albino, its ok. Were here to help you, but just as Flare said, you cant hurt yourself.

Take your mind off of the things that bug or annoy you, and spend time with your family or do something that you really enjoy. Well thats all the advice I can give you, I'm not a therapist.

Good luck with life, hope you feel better.

 

My solution is to not question anything. Don't question who you are, just go with the flow. Act naturally, do what you want, as long as you are happy, its fine. Don't question your existence, just embrace it, and just do what you want to do. These things are not meant to be questioned, they are meant to be learned as time goes on.

 

That is exactly what my therapist said, She told me to do what makes me happy, Problem is I don't have the ability to do so

 

Just do what you feel is right, chances are, it'll make you happy!

 

I don't know you and you don't know me, but I would just suggest talking to people that make you smile and doing things that make you happy.

 

Ugh! Why is it so hard to explain myself?

 

Smiling is a natural expression. Even people who have been blind all their life has been able to smile.
I think what you need to do is understand the situation. Why are you depressed? Why are you lonely? I think you're over thinking things that need to be kept simple.
Just relax.
Don't over think it.
Sleep.
Do something.

 

Nothing has happened all my life, I have had a lot of time on my hands and all I do in that time is think, most other people would hang out with their friends all day, but I can't do that because I only end up getting left out, that is why I spend all my time doing absolutely nothing but thinking

 

You guys don't understand...

You guys don't seem to get that Albino's problem is she doesn't know what to do. Saying "Do something" doesn't help.

 

Thank you for letting them know

 

An emptiness, huh?
I have the same thing sometimes... Right in my stomach.
In my gut.

It just feels... Empty. No other way to describe it. And the worst part is that you can't identify the source.
You can't tell why you feel empty.
Is that the problem you're having?
I might add more later, but my parents are making me go to bed. Sorry...

 

I didn't see you trying to help. Cos you've obviously got some great advice if you're going to criticise everyone else's.

 

Spicys just trying to let us know we're going in the wrong direction, its okay :-)

 

So, I guess that the many of is will have to start pondering on a more constructive, positive, outlet for her. If I am not mistaken, Albino has stopped injuring herself, which she used to take away the inner pain and give her something to do. So, From now on, I guess we just brainstorm on outlets and ways to help albino.

 

Don't worry your not alone, I am usually lonely both in the internet world and our world, enough of me so we would all be happy to help you whatever the problem or task. :)

I just accept who I am and do the things I like the most and do what I can do. :)

When the terrible feelings come just relax yourself and listen to relaxing music or Minecraft Music

 

The best advice is just to experiment and see what you like, step out of your comfort zone, even.

I think the reason why we say "do something" is because we at not fully understand what's going on. Trust me, just experimenting with your self will fill that void. You'll be occupied and hopefully find something you like.