This...this just tears it.

Ok, I will put my reason here, the long story.
So a couple of months ago my mum decided to ban me from playing mine craft cause she didn't like me playing it and wanted me to try liking other stuff. I thought, well, Im going to leave my position otherwise its unfair for those who are on more and want mod. My deadline was strictly new years and then we visited my grandparents and they asked what I do and I explained how I am pretty much forbidden to do one of my hobbies. I visited my dad's family and he seemed pretty mad at my mum. Then we all talked about it together and sorted it out and she allowed me to play it again just before new years. By then, I already quit mod. So I asked with reason if I could have my staff position back.
Other reasons I quit:

- I quit because of being annoyed in a mini game to go to a server like skyblock. Now I have had the time to play the mini games so many times with friends. Been able to create an awesome island. Now thats all finished, I don't have much to do..

- Behaviour. I got tired of people being b*y when I tell them they are doing something wrong or if I kicked them. I have a certain problem I am not putting on here that has to do with handling this stuff but I have improved the sensitive issue and the other thing.

Note: I have private issues going on in real life and I would rather like you guys to respect whats going on and move on. This thread is pretty much a rant and pretty much getting people to comment and choose sides. I am not liking that, but I am going to ignore this thread. I don't get it why people go against me when I have realistically done nothing wrong. Also this thread is going against the owners' decisions. Please, just respect the idea, move on. You may talk to me about it privately. I would like this thread to not continue, its disappointing. If the owners make a decision, respect it or leave. They own this place, they do what they want.

 

Ok. Here's my reason now, long story too~.
A couple of months ago, as an average teenager I am, I hit a very hard depression. It was all due to things that were happening IRL. I felt ignored by people, felt that everyone didn't like me. And I also was in a real big pit. (I can't list some of the things because they are too personal between my family) But yeah. I was having a lot of family problems and social problems, which put me to my "extreme" depression. Because of my depression, I felt that I wasn't good enough for everyone, and mostly ignored. So, I was not myself, I made a resignation letter stating that I was having really bad IRL problems I also listed a PS at the bottom saying that I was feeling ignored by "the crew" aka J+H (the only reason I felt ignored was because I was depressed) . I didn't think I would come back.

After 2 months of depression. A day finally came to me. I felt a bunch of relief. I stopped being so sorrowful and then a few days later, came back to the J+H server. I stayed on a couple days talking to all my friends, socializing. Then I kept getting the question, "Treepid, why aren't you a mod anymore?" so I answered to everyone who would ask me. So then, after a while. I noticed how the server needed some more help. Some mods were becoming inactive. So I decided to ask if I could have a chance to get mod again.

So since I couldn't contact J+H in any other way, I had to contact them through a mod on skype. They said they would try, so they contacted Hai about it. And he said he'll ask J+H about it since that moderator only had Hai on skype. So, I waited. 2-3 days later, no reply, still positive. Then I got an answer when I was asleep, woke up and the mod said this "So I got some news for you". I kept positive, really happy that an answer was coming. I told a few people that I was really good friends with that I might be a mod again. I was really happy. The mod didn't come on to give me an answer for about 2 days. Then the day came. I asked, and the mod said "Oh, he said no"

A flat out no. I was devastated. But still, willing to keep trying. Remember those few people I told I was probably going to be a mod again? Well it turned out I told a lot of people, so I made a thread called "I just wanted a chance" Since I was upset about it. What the thread was talking about was "I'm not going to be a mod again" but in different words to show that I was upset. Then later, out of a sudden, J+H see the thread. And it was deleted. So, I asked a mod, "What happened to my thread? o.o" And they said, "Oh yeah... J+H were going to re-promote you and after they saw the thread they re-thought and decided they wouldn't". At that state I got really confused. I thought, "What difference does it make? All I was doing was telling people I'm not going to be a mod again." So after that all happened, I kept trying to get J+H's attention but I couldn't. Some other things happened after that but I can't quite remember.

And after that day and to this day, I'm trying to get into a legit conversation with J+H to talk about it. But they don't seem to know I even exist anymore. But they don't understand, I'm not the person who will stop trying. I thought then again. I never did anything wrong while being a mod. Why was the answer a no? Don't they understand that almost no one is themselves when they're depressed?

So to top this whole "story" out. I asked for a chance to be a mod again, and told them that I would help them as much as I could to show how sorry I was.

Then today came, Magical is mod again (I have nothing... against Magical... please understand this) Magical left for she was being annoyed by people, and because of the behavior of people. In my opinion. A mod should be able to take it in if a person is being annoying. Also a mod should take in that some people behave stupid. They shouldn't leave due to that reason. But apparently, Since Magical put up here reason, Thank you magical, it shows we both left due to similar reasons.

 

Treepid. All you need is that conversation.