I've been feeling pretty down lately and I think I know a big cause of it and wanted to try a fresh start. So anyways I was feeling more depressed than usual then it hit me. You're a perverted asshole and your actions drive others in the community away. So I'm hopping to self-improve and try to be a better part of the community. I know I can mature I have done so before. When I first joined this community I was getting banned quite a bit (about 2 years ago) mainly for stupid things like spam and things that are easily managable. I then gone about a year with no warning points. For the last 3 months or so I have been slippingn into inappropriote and unacceptable habits. I used to think about staff applications, looking at my situation i ruined that for myself and frankty deserve it. Actions have consquences. I hope to fix these flaws to the best extent. I would also like to say sorry to the people I have offended, annoyed, and generaly messed with(You know who you are) I have been a becoming a negitive part of the community for a bit now and I hope to go to a more optimistic me. Side Note: Going to be inactive on the server for a month or two gor personal reasons, not strongly linked to this.