Depression. Help.

I was recently banned from a TS3 server. Brinecraft. All of my friends *one of them* goes on there everyday. He is probably on there right now. He is my only friend. I cannot go on that teamspeak to talk to him because I am banned. I literally have no friends on this TS3. All people do is bully me. Bully me every day until I log off in tears. They go for me. They target me. Why me? Why not anyone else? I know I am the youngest but they dont have to go for the youngest. Why me? I am going through moderate depression right now and no one seems to care. No one ever talks to me anymore. They all ban me, bully me, and just hate on me. I attempted suicide once. But I hesitated because I have a life to live. I am making this thread as a search for friends. I need a friend. Just one or two. Not too many. But I just need a friend at least. I am so lonely. Every day, i'm always in a channel by myself while everyone else is in a channel with their 5 or 6 friends. When I ask for the pass, they hesitate and say no. So I am always lonely. I need help. Just a friend. Please. I am extremely upset right now and I just need someone to talk to that wont bully me. Thank you for reading and I hope someone takes this into thought. :(

-Alphacat

 

I understand what you're going through. If anybody is bullying you, you can report them to the staff.

I don't know how things work on the other server, but is it possible for you to make a ban appeal there? If not I don't know what to do on that regard.

Suicide is not the answer. You're 12. You have a full life ahead of you. This is just a temporary problem, and we will find a solution. I promise. :)

 

They banned me because I was rude to them. But they were rude to me back. I blocked them 6 times because they were rude to me.

 

thnx

 

I come on that TS3 everyday. That is where most bullies are.

 

Wait, are you talking about Brinecraft or the Jerry and Harry server?

To be honest, I never heard of bullies on the Jerry and Harry server. I mean, there are a couple of incidents here and there, but not all the time.

 

Though I cannot relate to your situation in any way, I would still like to be your friend :)

 

@Alphacat I would be your friend I don't like putting this out there but I have so what the fuck why not. I have been in the same situation and now I don't want comments about me saying I am young I have a whole life ahead of me yes I know. I have severe depression, anorexia, and ADD I have 4 suicide attempts and I do something else but pm if you want to know, but only AlphaCat. I will be your friends always and forever :3

 

Well here is my suggestion. Try to make friends in real life. Remember that mine craft and team speak is just a game and the "friendships" you create on here won't last long and you won't have anyone to do stuff with out in the real world. So at school reach out to people, find others with common interest and find some real friends. And just a final note you may want to take a break from the computer if you are relying on it to create friendships for you.


Also this is a mine craft forum and probably not the best place to ask for help as most of us are adolescent teens who have their own struggles. There are however forums that deal with depression and that have doctors to help you. And finally the suicide prevention hotline is always available

 

I understand what you're going through. most of that happens to me.

 

Like @ItsShadow said chu shouldn't rely on online friends make some real friends because these online friends aren't real friends chu can't hug them o anything like that. Now I wish I could listen to myself with this because I have the same problem I rely on online friends but I've realized it's no good.