New Person Below: c;

Hey everybody! How's your day going? :p

So.. recently I've been thinking lots and lots about all the good things I from this server. I've had some loving friends and people who mean more than family to me. (Don't ask it's a little personal.)
While doing my thinking.. I was realizing something wrong with this. I was thinking:
"What about all these good things people are doing for me? What exactly am I doing in return?

And I realized my answer almost right away, and I felt guilty. I was lying. ALOT. Lie after lie... lie after lie.. and so on. I realized this wasn't contributing anything positive to the server, nor the vast amount of people who have helped me and trusted me in many situations. I realized, I didn't even have the guts to trust myself. So, I made the decision to try and have some confidence in who I am.

Through the past 2 years and a half that I've been on this server, I've had alot of different types of friends. I've had friends who accepted everything I told them, friends who never let me down. I also had other friends who never let me down but, they never accepted me for who I am.

So I thought and thought for a few hours and came to the conclusion that.. why lie? Is it because I want to be someone who I am not? I need to learn to be myself, and that's just what I'm sharing with you guys today, a new Safa. Fresh from the start. :)

But, before you read these true facts about me, I just wanted to say that I'm extremely sorry for making these things up. I know it was the worst mistake and I really wish that you guys could forgive me for just one more thing. I've learned from my mistake and I would like to correct it, to make things better and easier for myself and for others. I know some of these things might be a little shocking because I guess... I'm a pretty good liar. :/ I am sorry again, and please hope that you forgive me and accept me for who I truly am.

Name: One of the only things I didn't lie about, my name is honestly Safa, and I'm proud of it.

Age: I know most of you know me as a 14 year old.. honestly, my forums information isn't wrong. I am actually 13, born on January 20th, 2002. I may be young but, I am pretty mature for my age.

Where I'm From: I'm not from Greece, I lied about that too. I'm an African-American. I don't know why I felt ashamed of that at first, I feel extremely guilty for being ashamed of who I truly am, as I said before. I was born in the United States, in the state of Virginia. I'm half Egyptian, and half Sudanese.

Where Do I Live (Don't care if you stalk, I know people from Minecraft with my exact address so..): I live in Doha, Qatar but, I might be moving back to the state of Virginia. :)

What Grade I'm In: I'm in 7th grade, not 8th.

What Languages Do I Speak: Huehue.. I can speak fluent English and Arabic. I'm currently learning French and I used to take Spanish. I am also learning Korean. :)

My Interests: So, truly I am very interested in music. I listen to all different kinds of music. I listen to indie music as well as mainstream. I even listen to EDM. I'm also super interested in Astronomy, which makes sense because the movie Interstellar is my favorite movie. :)

How Tall Am I: I'm 5 foot something. I don't even know. :p

Who Do I Love: Everyone! No matter what it is I say about anyone.. I love everyone for who they are. :D If I think you're annoying or something, it's always temporary as I myself don't have the longest temper.

Do I Promise To Be Completely Honest: I swear.. I promise to never lie about these things again.

I'd like to thank two people for helping me in this major decision.
I'd like to thank @alexisacobb99 because she helped me realize.. who gives a crap what people think about me? Why does it matter that I'm weird or I'm ugly or anything like that. Why not just live my life?
I'd also like to thank @TheMint for teaching me how to have some self confidence and stand up for myself. You might be thinking how and what but yesterday you really made me think this through when you told me to have some confidence in myself, thank you.

 

Good job saf really proud of you and not being ashamed of who you are.:p:)

 

Good job telling the truth.

 

Well..
At least you told as the truth about yourself, then you are now proud about yourself.

 

Yup :)

 

With a few people coming out after they have been lying, I'm not really that surprised actually xD But congratulations on mustering up the courage to tell the truth :)

 

Thanks, appreciate it :)
~You Ninja

 

Good That You Are Telling The Truth And Dont Lie Like Alot Of People Do On Server And The Forums Nice Work -Olle

 

Yeee you can sleep now ;)
(4PM)

 

Your birthday is 1 day and 3 years before mine. It must've felt good to get this off your chest.

 

Damn, I really thought you were younger than me. xD

I'm turning 13 next month and I guess that's fine.


It's always good to tell the truth. Good job.

 

Thanks for the support everyone :)
I really appreciate it, you don't know :P