Confession Thread.

So, I saw @macariotheseventy make a confession thread, and I think it was a great idea to get some things off of my chest.
If you're going to hate me for it, I'm truly sorry, but please forgive me.
It's pretty weird seeing a staff member do this, but oh well. :P

- When I reached 2,300 posts a few months ago, I deleted ALL of my report threads because I hated having so many posts. After deleting all of my reports, I reached somewhere around 1,900 posts, which was a number I was happy with. I was afraid that if anyone knew this they'd think of me differently.
- I used to force people to reply on my staff application to boost it back up to the top of the forum section. I did it in private, of course, but I still feel horrible for doing so.
- I've talked about many of my closest friends behind their backs in the past few months. Some of them would be @ProxKipper, @Heatdude Da Waffle, @hnkaj15414, @Rilakkumaloverr, and @05ocram05. There might be a few more, but those people are the first that came to mind while writing this.
- A few weeks ago, a friend and I played this game in lobby which is meant to only be played in real life, however I chose to play it in-game. This game was the penis game. I'm sure you all know how to play it, but in-game, we pretty much typed the word "penis" numerous times before people started to complain. I warned myself after it, but I still feel bad.
- I am jealous of anyone who gets along with any other staff member, because I tend to have a hard time doing so. I also used to call them "suck-ups," even if that wasn't the case whatsoever.
- I've made my brother get on the server and break rules just so that I could report him multiple times. (I liked to report people...)
- I used to have Nodus, even back when @Animoes made that YouTube video about LeFinn's normal lifestyle (I think he deleted it though). When I used Nodus, I used to use Kill Aura and all of that 'fun' stuff in SG, causing me to win nearly every game, and pretty much spamming the old SG lobby's chat with "LilaRok just won the survival games!" A mod AND Dao already knows about this so don't even bother reporting me
- I went on my alt accounts a few months ago and broke a few rules to see how quickly staff members would warn me.

That's all I have to say for now. It's 6 AM, not thinking clearly, so I'll edit this tomorrow if something else pops up.

If you're offended by this, I'm really sorry, I never meant to hurt you. I understand if you get mad.

Thanks for reading. :)

 

I'm not mad! I appreciate your honesty :) More people should make these!

 

#Respect

 

There's only one confession you missed that I can think of, but this takes a lot of guts to be able to admit to these degrading things that were done. There's a lot of respect that comes with being able to do this.

 

I would llike to confess that I respect @LilaRok ALOT!

 

Uhh
Ya same...
Pls nu hate ifna

It's okay Lila we all make mistakes
But it takes guts to admit them
So
Kudos to you

 

Good to admit to this. Secrets are actually bad for lifestylesi should be talkingand they affect the human brain negatively.still talking aren't i. Pphhtt not like I have any secrets that defy everything you've ever known about me what are you talking about.
I'm proud of you Lila this is very hard to do I can tell.
EDIT:

Spoiler: Um

i think a bee wing just fell out if my hair wtf
And I've gotten muted for profanity many times ;(

 

Lila I like u even more :p

 

Everyone makes mistakes. Maybe huge mistakes.

But the easiest thing is to forgive. :D
#Respect4Lila

SPAM HER PROFILE
NAO
XD

 

It's good that you got this off your chest, especially in the position you're in right now. You have my respect

 

I was in the lobby when you played the......... yea
Anyways we forgive you, I don't see why not, after all u r a GREAT staff member

 

Thanks guys for being supportive. :)
Another confession just popped into my head, however it involves tagging, so...
@PastelColor, I know you're probably not going to forgive me, but I'm sorry for being so immature, rude, and partially making this seem as if it's a popularity game. I knew for a fact that I was part of the reason why you left months ago after reading your farewell thread, and I am extremely sorry. I promise that I will try not to be such of a nuisance anymore :)
@BlueJeansToGo, I read the things that you hate on this one thread, and I know that I fit in nearly every category. I'm sorry for being an obnoxious try hard for staff, and being pretty rude towards you as well even now.

I know these apologies suck really bad but I hope you guys will forgive me soon regardless :/

 

Respect lilarok!

:D

 

I'll be totally honest here and say that only one was about you and it wasn't your fault for it.

You aren't a try hard at all xd

 

Tbh, Lila, everyone makes mistakes. You shouldn't feel so bad about it, though. :P
Making mistakes help us learn, that's just part of life. I'm impressed that you were so honest to do this. I bet no one's mad at you, honestly. >ω<
P.S. - Are other people allowed to say their confessions on this thread?

 

Lila, i'm so proud of you. Lolwut
You have no idea how hard it is to confess something.

But everyone makes mistakes.

 

bad leelee
notifed detinshon
u wil git demetard and bnaed
Wow, nothing involving talking about me behind my back, I'm surprised you haven't done that ;) <3333

 

I'll confess that I've also talked behind my friends back, with you lol.

 

I used to be a hacker too...
But I was that extreme hacker, I mean... People couldn't even report me, I was a BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWS hacker.
I even hacked in Creative, I used hack glitches to go inside secret places (also called free-cam teleporter or ghost mode)... I stole heads from headshops and stuff xD