My story before and after I met the IJAH Community

I was bored, so I'm giving you my story of my life before I met you all.

Alright where should I start?
It started around 2012 , Somewhere in September I guess? It was the 1.4.7 update. In real life, I felt like I am the guy that plays Minecraft. I go to school everyday with the same feeling, lonely. Because most of my school life is just filled with hate, pain, and sadness. Nobody became my friend because of my look, immaturity, geekiness and awkwardness. Until.. I met a guy named "Yaban", I was like walking home. He asked me if I played Minecraft, in my mind I was thinking that he is mocking me.. But I am just lonely, so I said "Yes". He gave me an ip to a server, I rushed home to play Minecraft. It was the first time playing a multiplayer server, It was called "Icecraft". I login, and he is there. We became best friend, we talked and played and played until he told that he have best friends that plays Minecraft as well. Those are rinaldicruz and a girl with an account "BlackGhost099", She is a pretty girl. I was kinda lovestrucked when I met her , we make Minecraft comics. She is a good artist in Minecraft characters and comics, I was kinda noob-ish when it comes to drawing.. Weeks passed by, I kinda confessed my love to her. She is angry about it (Of course, I am awkward in the past :p), she kicked me out of the group of Minecraft friends.. I feel so lonely.. But someone looked after me.. Zach.. He is a wise and old friend, He guided me through the sadness I have. Months passed by.. 1.5 came out. I went to another server just to forget my sadness, and it did. It's called "Drknature", I was still newbie in that time. Like.. People with girl skins are girls but it can be boys (Look, I met one in that server ._.)

And that's where my inspiration came.. ShinigamiMegumi. She is one Cold-hearted staff member, but she is the one who made keep living in life. She kept warning me stuff that are small that doesn't even affect the server xD, but she taught me something when 1.6.4 came.. I was still in a depression.. (Yep, It was like 1 year and I was still sad), I was just talking stuff about my miserable life.. and she interrupted me.. She is angry and disappointed, That was my first time seeing her like that. I became open.. My eyes are open.. I just got matured by the words of her.

It also affected my life as well.. Everything stopped. No more sadness.. No more pain.. and my Minecraft friends.. they came back.. Well.. almost everyone.

December 1, 2013. Zach.. Died in a tragic accident.. It was so painful.. To lose someone who guided me through the sadness I faced, I didn't even help him something for return all of the help he gave me. So.. I go by his name, Just to be the reminder of all of those lessons he thought me and wise quotes I don't even understand. My personality, is his personality.

December 24: I joined the Server... I know I joined before the day of Joy and something, something xD

May 2: So the day I joined THE forums, Newbish to the forums stuff..
The first I met people was @BlueChuckian , and @Shadow_Riolu .
Blue is a nice guy while Shadow.. I just kinda liked his Dark personality.. Nothing much happened until I met @MappyTurtle . In the past before I joined the forums, I heard some stuff about her being the Most Popular person in the forums. But To Be Honest... I hate her because of her "Van" jokes and inappropriate stuff she does.. I was like hoping her to be banned of the server xD (Peace Mappy, Peace that was the past).
Nothing much happened except me spamming stuff..

May 14: I was like bored out like hell, seeing so much love couples. I became like feel so much love absorbed me, so I just keep petting my pet cat. I am feel so sad and love at the same time because of I am so lonely and just like "kilig" (Kilig is a filipino word of meaning felt love when seeing signs of love). And I met @KittycatplaysMC , I am just a person attached into people who likes cats xD. At first, I see her as a friend. But days go by.. I am just feeling different every time I talked to her or doing a Role-play with her, I just love her. She's more than a friend, she is a perfect friend. Even do I am just a stranger in the internet, not much of a guy with a lot of achievements in real life. She is the Moon of my life, every midnight I waited. She shines bright as a diamond. As I continue my real life and my internet life, my feelings grow bigger. My real life and internet life became a better place as she came to my life, my mind became more open and wider every time I meet her. I just go with the flow, and the flow just made me into a better person. I would like to thank her for accepting on who I am in real life. Thank you.

Present: I met many friends and I just returned to my old self by thinking one thing in my mind.

So yeah.. This is the story of my life Before and after meeting the Community.

 

So inspiring dude.

Even though it was pretty long, it was actually very nice
*like*

 

R00d ;)

But nah, it's cool. Some people just don't like my jokes.
#Readitalllikeaboss

 

Bootiful *happy cri*, I can't stand the bootifulness!

On a serious note, I think this is a wonderful speech that you said to the community and we will respect you at all times! (and the others ofc)

P.S, thanks for tagging me, lol

 

r00f about Mappy, but meh.
Nice story xD
Oh and...

AYYYYYEEEE

 

Sorry about your loss D:

Nice story doe

 

Wow, you haven't been here for too short of a time. That's some real tragedy rite dere.
I cri evertem

 

My life was kinda meaningless before, but I am just.. feeling better in this present time. Thank you all, now excuse me. I am facing another problem xD

 

That was a nice story Ender
I hope life goes smoothly for you :)
Keep your head up

 

Its beautiful (I legit cried)
Its great to know people are very open about their life.
:,) #Proud

 

Its.. So inspirational!
But I didn't cry.
Almost did.(Slapping yourself out of it always works ;))
But this will teach many people a lesson:
On the internet your never alone ;) xD
Anyways..

Im sorry about your friend
Rest in peace, Zach

 

Thanks man.. December 1 is also his birthday.. I never knew his death would be on his day of birth..

 

Oh my.
That's just horrible.
I'm really sorry for you!
That's one bad present to get on your birth day..

 

I'm glad you joined the server and you made new friends ^_^ You're a cool guy =P

And I'm sorry about your friend Zach, but I bet he knows how much you cared about him and I bet he misses you. ( If you believe in heaven that is, I do - I dun force dis on you)

 

SOOO SAD, THE STORY WAS SO BOOTUFUL <3 STAY STRONG ENDY STAY STAY STRONG

 

aww so sad but fellow player, you really deserve all of the love you get on the server
you are a strong and amazing person and i resect you for that

 

So much inspiration :')
I give you honor, so sorry for your loss v_v

Indeed a great story of life. Enderbrine is love, Enderbrine is life.

 

@KittycatplaysMC. You. Two. So. Dang. Cute.