Somehow kinda Confession and Why something blah blah

Before anyone gonna Flame me. I accept it.. Okay.. here I go..


First off all..
My name is not Zach, It's a name from my Friend. Just to keep his memory with him. (His dead? Yes, his dead.)
Second..
There are a thousand reasons why I don't want to be staff member.. Skip this part if you are not wandering why I don't want to be staff member.

Like @Chrysaor says.. I easily misinterpret posts. (Very true xD) my grammar is out of order, I am already a staff member in my friend's server ( @KolyaPlaysx ). I am retired staff member in some server that is sometimes "large" . I prefer NOT to be a staff member because..
1. I accidentally Solve the problems in a wrong way.
2. I am irrationally boastful if I am a Staff member (Believe me, just don't)
3. I don't have much space to keep my anger and stress to stay in me.
4. I really can't stand the hate,
5. I easily depress.
6. I don't see myself mature.
7. As @WikiRigbyDude said before in his TBH on me. I am just a talker. I became a WKM for like less than a Month, I am no worthy to be WKM.

Third..
I have my own reasons or intentions on which I clearly comment on Staff Applications or Suggestions..
If I want a flame war or not (Yes., I have intentions of wanting a flame war)
I also have my own reasons showing my face on some people.
@Nether0 and @Shadow_Riolu Seen my face.

Fourth..
I am clearly not old forumer.

Fifth..
My relationships part is very true.. I have been dumped for like 3 times.. xD

Sixth..
Why am I telling this..
Mostly I have a bad time telling lies..

Seventh..
Clearly I know Mojang.. 1/4 of Mojang..
Forgot how to TS again xD
I guess.. That's it?

 

I dunt care
Ull always be kewl bro <3

 

Thanks..
I am not cool.. For real xD
I am just a guy who just Talks too much.

 

Well I think ur awzome
NOW STAHP SAYING CRAP ABOUT U

 

You are perfectly fine Ender. I understand. This cannot be as bad as the three spaz attacks I had on teamspeak...

 

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Thanks.. both of you guys..

 

Dumped 3 times? Lol

 

Blame my Image and akwardness in the past xD

 

Well you sir had the guts to make this confession and be absolute honest with yourself. You see what's wrong and what's not. For this you deserve to be called mature. And some icecream for this thread ;)

 

I am sometimes Immature for your Information ._.
But.. ICE CREAM! NOMNOMNOKMJOMNOMNI!MNIMMIMOMJOM!

 

You're fine, don't take yourself down so much. Seen better, seen worse. Just don't okay :)

Edit: Had to take this quote in:
I did it as good as I'd knew it at this point in past.

I think that's gonna help you when you feel bad about the past. It's a good quote it helped me alot in days when I regret too much.

 

Quoting else, the past is in the past. Just forget about it and see what is next for you. Everyone here likes to hear you talk since they all havent complained about it at all! You do deserve to be wkm. Dont let you bring yourself down. You are a really good person.

 

Wow... Lol why the heck do i post something here? (no reason XD)

 

You're awesome just the way you are Ender :) (amazing voice btw XD)

 

I think all people are fine just the way they are.
I think all the stuff you listed isn't bad it just makes you who you are.
Don't think bad about yourself because in reality you are unique.
There is no one else like you.

 

Never thought of you in a bad way, and Im sure I never will.
Don't be too hard on yourself with some things ;)

 

Don't let the haters bring you down. Alot of other people believe in you, Incluiding me :3

 

I have confessions to make too. But I just need to wait for the right time. (I need to think really hard on these because I have a bad memory)

I can now see that your are a trustworthy person. A very good friend. If there are any haters, ignore them. Its like this quote "I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not" A cheesy quote, but its true right.

 

Touchy :'D