If you've ever lost a friend.

So, I'm not calling anyone out or anything. I didn't want to take it this far.

Have you ever had a friend that you grew close to? I have.
Did they just start ignoring you for stupid reasons they explained?
If they were your TRUE friend, they would've been there for you in times of sorrow instead of complaining.
One day they are your friend and they next, they aren't. They have a sudden change in heart.
This person some of you may know of (not going mention names) threw me under the bus, tossed me away and I never wanted it to happen. They didn't want to do it either. This person, just stopped talking to me, being my friend. They lost trust in me, when I am one of the most trustworthy people they would've known.
I plead the 5th when I say I WANT AND NEED you to be my friend again. I bet you're feeling grief.
Me, I know what I did "wrong".Finding friends is hard, if you've EVER had such a group of people that were like family to you and now they are just gone because of one little thing.....I'm sorry. Right now, I'm feeling that. People consider me a good friend or that's what I hear because I'm there when you need it, it's your loss. In my sight, a good friend is someone who you can tell anything to, do anything with, say anything to....you get to be like siblings. This person was like that to me, and they didn't understand. What do you see in a good friend? Another thing, if a relationship ever gets in between you and a friend, don't let it be. It's not even right when someone thinks that you're going to steal there mate. Well, part of my rant is over and I'll say more later. Thanks for your time
~Eli

 

I've lost many friends, but here and IRL. :P
@~PandaCaity and I kinda "split up," but it's all good now ;)
@hnkaj15414 and I used to be friends, and then some weird shit happened so we're not :/

 

Another thing that I just thought of, I'd like to mention this person now. One person doesn't want me to get this out there but I just have to, his name is Beef. That's all I'm gonna say. My ONLY friends are here and after everything has happened, people stopped talking to me.
If a friend ever does something, one think they should think of is the effects they do to one person and how they say what they are saying. Pleading the 5th again xD When I say this, I would rather die with you than without you....that's how much one gets close to me.
And if you ever think I am doing anything for attention, it's not. I never meant it to be.

 

Eli don't worry I know how you feel. Losing a friend is one of the hardest things that can ever happen.
These lyrics are very true
"And nothing is harder than learning a friend isn't real"
I know it's tough and it makes you have bad thoughts and makes you wonder if you're good enough
but don't worry everything will get better. You don't that feggit, you can find other friends that won't do this to you
I'm here for you :)
Stay strong!

 

Just gonna tag him now, @Beef__Chizzel

Thanks gooby! <3 :D :) You're amazing! and I'll always be here if need it!

 

I've had one friend and we were like friend for 3 years back then. When my bday was about to come I told him we were going to an amusement park with a few other friends. Well that day it was really fun (I aint telling you the days schedule :/) but after it he became a retard and hooked up with the other freaks (The bullies of our class). Seems like he just wanted to go to the amusement park and then fucked it up.

I'll never get fake friends again.

Wow.

 

Hope something works out for you and I'm sorry for what happened. :( You'll find someone!

 

Relax dude, we'll always be on your side whenever you need us :)
I know how you feel right now, I lost a best friend 2. It was 2 years ago, my friend just got an iPhone as his present and he keep bragging it on school, I advised him not to be too "braggy" about his phone and then he said "who cares it's not ur phone" and after that he never talked to me

 

I have the same problem Eli. Me and my first ever friend off itsjerryandharry used to play with eachother all the time until all the days would fade away. He left spleef for OITC and he stopped talking to me ever since he quitted spleef. I am not mentioning the player's IGN but just to tell you I have the same problem.

I am here for you Eli and I always will be.

 

I've lost so many friends over the years, if I keep it up I might as well loose friends here.

Awkwardly enough I had 3 friends that got killed when I was 4 :/

 

Guys, thanks for all your support! Also, if you ever need anyone, just ask me...I love helping my friends! You guys are great! I want him to read this and realize his actions and sayings..can effect a lot one person.

 

Well, I've lost (lots) friends from not being in contact/keeping contact. I got way to many ''good'' friends to actually keep contact with them all, and it ends up with losing them :( This is my fault so I'm not blaming them, its my fault completely. but its not easy when you have irl friends to also keep contact with, school work and hobbies! Anyways, I learn from my mistakes :P

 

Well, I have lost a friend... lost a friend cuz he suicide :(

 

I used to have a lot of friends, but after middle school and love shit started happening, because of this, the most famous group of our school (Consisting of me and a few other people) broke up. When this happened, my dark side began forming, leading to them fearing me and hating me. I am technically one of the most lonely people you will ever find on the server and in real life.

 

Well I lost a lot of people. Irl and on the server.

One friend that I know since kindergarten. We used to be like brothers but oh well life moved on so fast. After he was 16 he got in a short but problematic relationship with a girl and then he suicided because they broke up. I'm sorry I had my phone off that night. Maybe he still would be here then :/

And so many more not that we are very close but I moved to a diffrent city for multiple reasons and yeah. We talked less times the more time passed and one day I forgot about them. Overall it was okay, but still they are gone.

On the server wellp :/ Some became staff and don't know me anymore. Others have changed so much that I don't want to see them anymore. Others have so many friends that they don't have time for keeping this friendship up. Most guys ignore or hate me. I don't see much points on staying on the server right now. But that's ok I've been long enough in this place to let it go. Nobody really cares so meh.

From the less I understand from such things.. When time moves on memories greys away and expiriences will stay. I'm sorry for all who has been thru the same shit, I dunno if this helps anyone. But that's all I can say.

 

Not gonna write a novel here. Just gonna go over a few things. Eli, I was sitting there supporting you for months, and you know it. Remember that time we all thought Googlemanz had been killed in that crash? Yeah, you were sitting there expressing everything in your heart to me, and I was all ears. That was probably the only real time that you've needed someone like me to talk to. All of the other stuff that I've seen you doing is just bs that I don't have patience for. Not gonna say anything about what's happend recently, for your sake, because this is public, and it's a personal issue. Never though anyone was gonna take it this far, but since this is a forum post that numerous people have seen, I'll admit it. Yes, I stopped being Eli's friends, for reasons that I THOUGHT the whole world didn't need to know about. No offense Eli, but next time you have an issue, how about you actually say what's on your mind in a skype call when I give you the chance.

 

I lost my best friend a year ago. We would play together , do some stuff , game and talk a lot. Since the beginning of 2013, we never talked again. Well, HE stopped talking to us and ignored us. We still play ps3 together , but he never talks to me. He never told us why.

 

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I lost a friend IGN Name : BlackGhost099
I know her (Yep, she's a girl). We used to great friends with my other friends. Like we mostly talk about Minecraft during our free time or Make comics for fun. How do I lose her ? Its my stupid heart. I went to facebook, I saw her profile picture. And later at school, I said to her that she was beautiful. And I lost her. I have no idea why, Is it because I am fat in that time or Just clumsy. Since that happened, I am lonely for 3 years in life. No friends, Got nothing to do. Even I really want to suicide. I am just a depressed person that time. A lonely ender. I have troubled times like you guys have. But I have alot more of it. So much time moved on, My heart is beating slowly as I lose a friend. Like Dying inside. You see me as a Joking- Serious guy, People see me smiling . But in the inside, I am just feeling sad till now. In the inside I am just crying. "Losing A true friend hurts more , than losing a fake friend"

 

IRL (Yes, a lot of my friends are girls)

Natalie - We were good friends, but we never talk because people kept annoying me and her how we were "boyfriend and girlfriend" even though we were just friends

London - She started hanging out with people who I really hated, so I don't talk to anymore.
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I never lost a friend in-game, so yeah

 

Don't make me cry
I've lost SO MANY
;-;
y u mak me cwi
oke
here we go

IGN: Boom as I call him. He left a while ago and only came on for 5 minutes. When he came on, he wouldn't talk to me.
IGN: BaselMC. He doesn't come on a lot, and when he does he complains on why we don't talk on Skype....
Now real life ppls...

Name: Sydney. She was my GF when I was 4. Sounds absurd, but it was that way. Then suddenly she just stopped talking to me and when I was ready to ask why, she moved away. Now I"m single 4 laif ;-;
Name: Will. He was my best friend when I was little, and we both liked everything pretty much. He had to go to school and since he lived far away from me and our schools had shorter and longer times, we couldn't see each other. To this day, I wonder if he still remembers me.
Name: Tim. He was a lot older than me, and I looked up to him. I met him in a daycare where they allowed up to 4th graders. When I was in 1st grade, I couldn't come to the daycare much.When I got the chance to come, they told me Tim was in 5th grade...yeah.

I have a lot more, but I won't share them right now.