How's Life

A little seedy, but beautiful. From writing code and managing a project, I can't lift my head. Also, I stay as active as I can on the server and the players who deserve I give punishment. So we can say it is a little tiring. I've been hanging out with prison right now. I became 130 levels in 2 days. I'm having a lot of fun.

 

on the minecraft grind

 

Pehhh the best vacation i have ever seen

 

This whole isolation thing had its perks and negatives...
Like, because I was home a lot more and had time on my hands I was able to talk with family a lot more (on the phone/FaceTime) including my grandparents.
I was able to reflect on stuff and work on things I put on my to do list years ago but never got to do. Reflection also forced me to think about how others are doing. Like my work friend has a young child and I could only imagine how difficult it would be to handle him while working from home. So I would check in with her a lot over the weeks to make sure she was going okay.
As exercise was the only thing I could do to get out other than go shopping for essentials, I had a greater appreciation for the outdoors and nature. I’d find myself just staring at the sky or watching wildlife do it’s thang.


The negatives...
- Feeling trapped and like I have no freedom.
- working from home but being in training..made it difficult to learn.
- having watched everything enjoyable on Netflix and YouTube and having nothing to be entertained by.
- family having to cancel flights/visits

 

Life is okay I guess ;)

Yeah I’m going back to my shitty job after lockdown but i don’t even care if I get any crap from my manager because I’m leaving anyways to join the ministry of defence police (counter terroism etc) or to become an engineer but I’ve just turned 18 and I’m surrounded by good people and I’m feeling pretty good, haven’t been pretty depressed or anxious or angry in a while , so I’m honestly feeling pretty good and I hope you are all doing okay! ❤️

 

doing decent

trying really hard to stay focused, positive & take more time to grow as a person during this time
even though my hs graduation is postponed, i'm very excited for it & optimistic