where have I been?

I don't think that anyone has noticed, but I have been away from the forums for a while..

Ever since I left I have been slowly slipping into depression more, the reason for this is because of the realisation that I have nothing in my life, I seem to have lost the ability to have fun (if I ever had it in the first place) I spend all my time sitting down in front of the computer for nothing, I always get left behind if I'm in a group of friends and I can never fit in.

The reason I have not left is because real life is not any better, it's exactly the same and I'm better off alone.

I do not have my usual drawing program on this laptop, So I can not do what I love the most, I am constantly bored because I can not hang out with friends, I am actually going insane tbh.

I need something to do to keep myself sane and stop myself from turning into a monster, I am quite desperate here so I am making a return for now

sorry if this was hard to understand, my brain is not working properly atm

 

Just play club penguin.

I know it sounds childish, but its what I do when there's nothing to do. It's a bit fun, tbh

 

Why not make elaborate stories/draw pictures by hand? I'm just hoping you'll be alright. It's because I'm... (in a really bad state of mental health)
I wish you the best, shipmate.

 

Hiya Albinobat, I sometimes find myself in the same situation as you..

I really feel depressed sometimes because I don't know what to do, or what will become of me. Sometimes I find myself just lying in bed thinking about my life.

Look, a lot of times everyone goes through stages of depression. It's not unusual behavior, it's just normal. Sometimes in school I don't feel like I fit in, or sometimes I feel like I'm lacking knowledge. Suicide thoughts go in my head sometimes, and the world is just.. crazy.

You're not alone, albinobat. :) Don't feel depressed, just draw by hand like BossClaire said or distract yourself with something interesting. :3 Good luck!

 

None of my friends come outside a lot or don't live near me, so I'm pretty bored a lot. I've even contemplated the point of life, like you did. There's always something to do. Drawing on paper and scanning it/taking a picture is a good replacement for your program. Paint.NET or GIMP are good graphics programs. Or, it's summer where you are, you could help your neighbours do something.

Don't worry, you'll surely find the one person you'll see as a good friend. :)

 

Yup, I'm sorry for what I posted.

Plus, I recommend Paint.NET it's really easy to use can do some really good stuff on it :p
or Hexels.

 

I actually did notice you were gone for a while :\ im happy to hear youre back

heres some stuff that you can do, these are the stuff that I do whenever I feel sad:
-Draw, irl if you don't have a program for it :)
-Read books, imma sound like a complete nerd but I love books and I always feel like they are taking me to an adventure!

 

I have been having memory loss recently, It's kinda scary, I need to clear my mind somehow, Any ideas?

 

Maybe we can build stuffs in creative?

Or, play other minigames.
Or, you could draw in game people on paper.
Those are some ideas. :p