This...this is beautiful.

I thought about posting this for a bit cause it's so very precious to me but I just couldn't resist. My bestfriend in real life sent me this. She wrote it. I began crying after reading it.
One day, we shall be free from our burden and our sorrow. Happiness will once again fill our hearts and soul. No more empty and lonely nights. Hoping that better days will come. One day, we shall be reunited forever. And forever will come. One day...but not today. Maybe not soon but one day. We're split apart and the hope that society might understand just seems out of our reach. Ideas are forever in our brains. That we're no good. That we're useless. That we should kill ourselves. Who are they to judge? They don't know us nor our story. We may not have the worst lives but at times, it's hard to appreciate the things we do have when we don't even feel full. My heart is vacant and full of hopeless dreams. But does that mean that I should give up? Probably. But it's you that keeps me strong. It's you that I think of when I consider it. It's you. We may not be as close as we used to. Always seeing each other. Without a care in the world. Problems have taken over our lives. The stress is unbearable. The times when all I need is that one person who I know understands me. Who I know has also been through a lot and whose parents can be considered shitty. Love is what holds us together. So, don't ever forget me. I will always love you. Remember, don't ever feel like I don't care about you. Ever. We shall run away together...into the unknown. Where the weight of the world is not on our shoulders. Free of worry. Free of pain. Only with our imagination and where our dreams can run wild.
Edit: read it again and I'm crying. Once again. It's so amazingly beautiful.
I read this whenever I am feeling suicidal. (Which sadly, is allot these days...) this is what keeps me going. When I read this, it makes the bullies, the hate, the stress, the burdens, the lies, the thoughts, the insults, go away. All of it. For the moment I read this, I am in a state of bliss. Everything stops. Time freezes, everything becomes silent, for this small moment, I am free. I don't know If I cry because it's so beautiful, or because I've finished reading. But I cry, and close my eyes, and wait for this day to come.

 

Do you see a doctor, or at least talk to family about your feelings? Because it sounds like you should.
But anyway, your friend is a good writer.

 

Wow. Touching. o-O









WHAT ELSE WAS I SUPPOSE TO SAY O3o

 

That was amazing. Just, amazing. Your best friend really knows how to write beautiful, inspiring things. I wish I had this on the back of a t shirt.

 

Yes. I have a psyciatrist who prescribes my medication and I just got a new therapist.

 

That's good to hear. We are learning about this type of stuff in health atm, so yeah c:

 

That is so beautifull and sad at the same time, I wish I could help you

 

That's so beutiful if I'm feeling sad(hardly ever) my friends would be all like k.

 

Dem feels ;n;

So touching ;n;

 

That's beautiful, I hope you and your best friend reunite ^u^

 

Wow... you have a great friend, better than any of my friends I have ever had. That's saying something, I am in a military family (we moved A LOT but not anymore ^-^)