My Thoughts About Here...

My Minecraft name is(was) Redead20, or on the server, CrimsonDeath20.
I may not have been active on the server these days, or the forums (ever) since i first logged on here. But, it perhaps seems these days the only real reason I'm on this server these days was because of the donations i made to this server a year or two ago, mainly the reason i Don't like being on this server is because almost all of my 'friends' on this server have either forgotten or left me.

I don't think I've ever been really responsive to those friends because I'm not really a social person, I just always feel like I am the odd one out because I don't really talk a lot. It's hard enough to take while to think about what you're going to say before you say that sentence (plus having the confidence to say it), which typically would make someone walk away before things get awkward. But losing a friend, to me it's a painful thought, it pained my mind until i have the urge to get off the server for a while and cool down.

So i guess I'm surprised you made this far down this thread of my 'drama', but I just wanted to let you know how i felt about being on this server the whole time. I'm sorry that i didn't get to say this before, I was still thinking about it.

I just hate being every meaning of alone, I hope you understand.

 

I H O P E Y O U U N D E R S T A N D
I hope you understand. WHADDUP BRAH

 

I am sorry to here that.
You could take part in forums discussions, play the forum games, etc.
That way you are not "alone"
You could also try to find your old friends, as they might not have forgotten you. You could try to see if they are in the forums.

 

I guess it wouldn't hurt to try, Thank you.