Sorry

Yes, I am finally creating a sorry thread. I haven't exactly been the best or myself lately. No this is not for drama/attention, if you think it is then you can find yourself out.
As most of you know, my staff application was denied a while back. Well, that changed my attitude a little bit. But not enough. Then, I recently started hanging out with some people that aren't the best role models in the world (Vope, Zanq, Sami). I've started changing my attitude especially near them. I've now realized that I've hurt a lot of people lately.

I'm deciding to change my attitude a lot. I'm not going to be as bad as I've been to some people and mainly the community in general. I'm going to try and control my anger at people which lately I've been letting get out of control lately because I haven't had anything hold me back.

I've noticed that I've lost a lot of respect and friends from this and I plan to stop it and at least try to get them back to being my friend.

I'd like to say sorry to everyone who I've hurt lately and especially the people I'm about to list below (Mostly staff).

@MrDeathWilliam - I've given you a lot of attitude lately especially about some staff members. You have put up with me so much and I'd just like to say thank you.
@Jessiee - You have also taken a lot from me. I've called you things and especially myself things that you don't take kindly. I'm sorry for that.
@XenonHD - I talked to you about a staff member or two and I gave you a seriously bad attitude for it. I was upset and as I said lately I've had a big attitude. I hope you can forgive me.
@SimplyNether - I remember when you tried to verbally warn me and I tried to argue with you and get really angry. I'm sorry.
@TheIncendium - I complained to you about players hacking. Sorry for that.
@ImNotOkayy - If I had to pay you a dollar for everytime that I've done this you'd be a billionaire by now. I'm sorry for not calling you by the gender that you prefer to go by. I usually call you a she instead of a he, and I am super sorry for that. I'm working on it as I've said. I'm not used to it, yet I'm trying my best.
@Zye - I haven't really had an attitude for you, but you've seen it. I'm sorry for acting this way.
@kathrine0009 - You know why, sorry. I'll leave you alone. I know you're really upset with me.

There are plenty more and I am sorry for that. These are the specific people who have taken the most heat from my attitude. Sorry once again.

 

Chase, you have always been someone I look up to believe it or not :) Although we don't really talk much you are one of those people who I sort've model myself after. I haven't seen a difference in your self, whether it be via game chat, or on the forums. Of course these are people you are close to.

All in all, you definitely deserve another chance.

 

@Chase_16757 it's alright. Shiz happens. We are only human.

 

Chase, to be honest, you were never rude to me. You have sometimes been weird in the past, but I think overall, you are a good friend.

I'm glad that you made this thread though because others were freaked out by you and your behavior.

 

Good or bad, you will still be a role model to me

 

Its really messed up what you did to Kathrine. And I am sorry but I am no longer going to talk to you. You should understand why.

 

I am really sorry chase, but I need some time I appreciate your apology. I am still really hurt and pissed, so, I'm not really sure if I could be friends with you again. I am sorry but I am speaking my mind. Maybe if you really DO change your attitude then maybe we can talk again but till that time comes, I'm sorry, but you won't be hearing from me.

 

Wait.. What basically happened?

 

What happened between Chase and Kathrine is their business. They can disclose what they like, but it's not a good idea to pester them.

 

No.. I mean, why do a public appology thread without even explaining what happened?

 

True dat

 

What I meant was that if he didn't hurt you, and he is not telling us what happened, we can infer that he would rather not share with us. Which is perfectly fine...

 

You don't get it.
If he didn't want us to know what happened, he could've apologized personally to this person?

 

Whatever he would like to do is up to him.

 

I am generally apologizing to the whole community, yet there were specific people who I felt I needed to apologize to in public.

 

Chase, I don't know how I feel about this apology. In the beginning when we first started to talk, you were actually pretty cool. Then you started to act a little off...
Don't get me wrong, I've been rude to you in the past but that's because I've lost my patience with you. You started to act rude to others, always ask people about personal business, and I'll never forget that one thing you said about my relationship with Kryokin. I've witnessed one person (who shall not be named) actually break down after they left a channel with you. It wasn't completely your fault, but you were still part of it. I've also seen what you used to do with Kathrine. That's not normal Chase.

I don't know if or think I should accept your apology. I'll see if you really do improve, then I'll have my say. But for now, we won't be speaking with each other.

 

That is exactly what happened.

 

I have no idea what exactly happened but, it isn't any of my business. I heard that you are such a nice guy but now I am just confused.