Coming out and the Truth about me.

NOTE:
I'm very sorry for wasting your time, reading this.
Hello everyone, first of all, I wanted to apologize and come out of this complicated situation that I'm in. It was really hard to write all of this and I was very confused and cried a lot. I really don't know what'll happen and very afraid of the responses/replies, and nearly sure, that all of this won't be accepted. ;-;

I don't know, if it'll change anything about how you see me, but my intentions, like in my profile info are real, I love to help and give tips and advice for people who are having a struggle with life, depression, anxiety etc. I know some of you might be angry, confused or disappointed at/from me and I also know, that some people hate fake people and friends, as for this case, I was just lying about my Gender, and some stuff on my info page. Anyone, that I recently met and bonded with, who is seeing this, I'm very sorry. I still need to apologize to a few close friends, that I bonded with on the server as well.

The Truth:
You can give advice, tips or reply whatever you want to this.
I wrote this, because I saw, that this is a very friendly community, and there are people that are really understanding and accepting, and I don't say this for nothing. But I still don't know.

Mayu_Rika is an account, that I made as a fictional character for RP thing, and actually chose Female for the fun of it, blending in and getting along with people. I'm very sorry to say this, but I'm biologically not a Female, I'm Genderfluid/Queer Male. Now, that you know that I'm a Male, I think many things will change in the perspective about this. At some point, I couldn't really cope with the lies, that I've told about myself being Female and talked like one, which in reality I'm not, and still went going on with this.

I'm so afraid to lose all my new/close friends, that I have made, since they mean the world to me. So hard to cope with this, I almost feel like leaving for good (Really feels like the end of the world), even though I just started befriending new people. I might create a new profile and get rid of this one, change skin, and change my Minecraft Username as well, if this will really be understood. I just don't know what to do about it, or how to tell some of my good friends about this.

I just want another chance to really be myself and feel good about it. Ugh, I'm giving up on this, I can't go on writing and might be gone for few days or maybe entirely, because of this Thread. I'll tag a few friends, if you don't mind.

@Kenzz , @HalfAnEmma , @_Harvm1ester_.

Have a wonderful day everyone.

Thanks for understanding, whoever you are, awesome people.

;-;. ;-;. ;-;. ;-;. ;-;. ;-;.

 

why would you lose your friends, i'm sure they would be very proud of you that you admit something like this <3
Im not your friend, but i really appreciate you had to guts to admit something like this to us. People like you have guts to admit secrets like that unlike me ;-; , Im proud of you, and you have all my respect.

 

We have spoke c;

 

Thank you for your support. <3

 

I think, you worry too much.

 

Biological status means nothing to me...
I'm still a friend♡

 

No hate or anything but these threads are really unnecessary,1 was okay but now the whole forums is doing it

 

Thank you, Katy. You're an awesome friend. ♡

Yeah, I know that it is unnecessary. This is my last and final time doing this.
Thanks anyways.

 

yoooo, You wont lose me as a friend c:

If you ever need to talk im here


cx

 

Thank you, Emma. <3

 

Hey, no need to worry, you probably don't know me, but I'm fine with who you are
Cheers,
TheRJGaming

 

congrats for stepping up and coming out
better late then never :)

 

Thanks for admitting this, it didn't waste any of my time matter of fact.

It's pretty cool that you can just be a different person on the internet you know? No one can really let you down or anything and no one (hopefully) will know you in real life. I love the internet like that.

 

Heyyy, I know how hard this can be.
I'm proud of you for being honest, and I'm always here if you need anyone or anything.
Don't forget, if you lose some friends over this they were never really your friends to begin with.

 

Thanks everyone, means a lot to me. :)

Oh, yeah. I'm very happy after coming out as my true self.

 

If you identify as a girl, i say go for it. No one can change how you feel inside.

 

Thank you. :)

But thing is, that I'm a Genderfluid. One, that sometimes feel like a Male, and sometimes like a Female.
I also like to think I have features from both genders, which relates to Genderqueer thing.

 

Thanks for coming clean because it's okay to be different that's what makes us human. :)

 

I don't know you well but to make a thread about this was really brave. I can't imagine my friend telling the truth about her age she's only told me. I think it's awesome you did all of this.

 

Thanks, again everyone, that means a lot to me.

Closing thread due to inactivity, and there's also enough support, though it still can be seen, of course.

/c