Anxiety Attacks...

So, as you may know, I am not as active, and I locked my staff application thread. Here's why...

So I have been having anxiety attacks, bad ones. I would sit and think about all the bad things in the world, and how I could die at any moment, and that scares me. Usually you would see me start shaking, shortness of breath, laying (or sitting) down in a fetal position, and teary eyes. They can be pretty serious, I have had a hard time sleeping, and a hard time just going about my day without one of these hitting me out of nowhere. It is pretty exhausting and I wanted to let you guys know that I will not be on the forums or the server as much. I wanna let this thing pass before I start getting on again.

I hope you understand. Peace.

 

Farewell.

I fully understand.

 

I fully understand as well.

 

I understand how anxiety feels like as well. The feeling is quite severe and is something that I am still trying to figure out. I don't fear death of myself, as I would die if it was absolutely necessary, though I would still be afraid to. I fear some other things such as my dog, at school (A thread explains what I fear at school. I do not feel comfortable in saying it a second time), every time I get a shot, etc. Some fears I feel cannot be alleviated, others I have already conquered.

I actually once in my life feared death, back in 2012. I feared the end of the world back on December 21st 2012 and wether or not if I was going to die. I ended up getting over that after the day happened. The key is to enjoy life while it goes on. Know that we are all going to die one day, be us good or bad, be us cool or lame, be us brave or cowardly. You are more likely to die at an old age, unless something happens to you which is also 90% of the time or so that things like that can be prevented (such as consequences to an action, internet safety, etc).

 

Everyone dies. If you worry about it your whole life and when the time comes what will you look back on? That's why you just gotta YOLO it, and live your life to the fullest.

That day everybody was having a blast well almost... Some were worried like you and some just laughed and goofed off in class and such.
Wow, that was a day.