So this is goodbye?

I'm sorry for what I'm about to say but...

lately I've been feeling really alone and like no one is there to help me. i feel like I'm screaming and no one can hear me. I've been asking and asking for help but everytime i just get worse and worse. i thought i was getting better and coming out of my depression but truth is, I'm just hiding my feelings and i can't do that anymore. I wanted someone to come and help me but no one is answering. I feel like I'm at my breaking point but I've already gotten past that. I don't feel anything anymore but sadness and numbness. I haven't eaten in days and i cry everytime I'm alone. i haven't slept either. i thought maybe i could get out of this fog but, I'm just stuck at the bottom. I don't know what to do anymore. i can't take this anymore. i just wish someone could help me. I'm asking for help this time but, no one can give it. so I'm saying goodbye. i don't know whats going to happen to me but i thought i should tell my friends here that i won't be back for a while. so thats what I'm doing.

I love you all. none of this is your guys's fault. you are the most special people to me and i hate to say goodbye but, how can i keep going on when it hurts to even breathe? so goodbye everyone. I'll miss you guys a lot. please don't forget me. (listing people *not in order*) (I'm sorry if i don't know your Forums acc)

@Tomyskyblock
@Unicorney
@Jas371
@SaSaraBish
@CerryAngel
@cxUnknowncx
@Seeder
@icy674
@Anna
@MainHoe
and many more i just really can't remember right now.

I love you all. Please don't worry. Im going to be ok.

-AmNikki

 

:( I hope you can get back soon.
Good luck, Nikki.
I will be here if you need help...

 

Aww, now more of my friends left the server, and you know this is Olle, and I wish the best Nikki, if you need any help, just feel free to ask.

 

Goodbye/farewell threads aren't allowed anymore.

 

You first, there is not rule for that, so don't say anything about that.
Secound, this is random spam just a new name.

 

please stop...this isn't really a farewell or goodbye, this is really just the last page in my book. so stop enforcing this. please.

 

First, this is mini-modding af right now, stop it
Secound, yes if you start a drama but in my seeing of this point it's not starting one