uhhh... what happened to albinobat?

Dont leave albino... look at all these people who actually want to help you. And are here for you. :) im one of them.

 

Albino...
Don't harm yourself. It's not the solution.
I assure you, absolutely promise you, things will get better.
We're all here for you if you ever feel down.
A whole community of people right here, and we will never judge you, nor neglect you, as for we are all, ultimately, family, and support and love each other.
Whatever you do, please, I beg you, do not harm yourself. It will only create psychical stress, leading to more mental stress.
Things will change. They will.
I sent a prayer to God tonight for you.
I hope he hears our messages and makes things better for you.
Stay strong Albino, stay strong.

 

Never cut a tree down in wintertime. Never make a negative decision in a low time. Never make your most important decisions when you are in your worst moods. Wait. Be patient. The storm will pass. The spring will come.

-Robert H. Schuller

 

Things will get better? No, I know what's coming, I will be given happiness for one moment and then it would be taken away, I will feel lower than ever, It has happened so many times in the past and it would happen again, I don't deserve happiness if it only leads to more sadness than before

 

;-; albino, that isn't good thoughts.
Just like a quote I heard from my friend at school this morning...

"You say you cant. You say you can. Either way, your right."

Ill wait for you to see if you can figure out what I mean.

 

Albino, you definitely deserve happiness, and don't let anyone or your self tell you otherwise.

If happiness is being taken away from you, it's best to go back to whatever is making you happy, instead of dwelling on the things that hurt you. Tough times will come, but analyze your statement, they don't stay forever ,

 

Albino, we all know that you are experiencing tough times. We are here to help you through this stage in life. Everyone on the forums is a family. Family members help each other, comfort each other. If you want to talk to a Staff member about it, you are welcome to.

 

Albino, if you see this. Do what is best for you. I know you have been through many hard times, but harming yourself is not the solution to all this. If you feel like you need to leave, i respect that. We all want you to be safe. You don't deserve to be bullied, you deserve happiness. Take no notice of who is bullying you. Please... Don't do anything stupid. You only have one life, live it in happiness. Please, please don't die...

 

The things that made me happy are the things that always end up hurting me, When you are happy, it can only get worse.
Hurting myself is the only thing that has helped me

 

Albino, hurting yourself only makes things worse. You need help, not harm. I promise, you will make it through this.

 

I have tried getting help, It takes months of useless appointments until I can actually see a therapist, These appointments are causing me more stress than ever

 

You need to tell someone that the appointments are not helping and that you need to see a therapist. Not telling will just cause more stress. You need to tell someone.

 

Ending something wrong(being bullied) with something wrong(commiting suicide) will make something wrong start, not right.

 

Albino, no offense, but what you are doing is wrong. So what if someone bullied you? They are actually feeling bad about themselves, and they are sorry for what they did to you. You need to overcome your stress, and don't commint suicide, its the worst thing to happen to you. Take deep breaths, count to 10, and let all that stress flow out of your body. Just please, don't kill yourself, its very bad.

 

Guys, what is going with Albino is a mixture of disaster. Jonander, It is must more complicated than her being bullied. Even I have barely scratched the surface, and I refuse to say anything until I get to the bottom of it. I will probably make a new thread of my Diagnosis. Please be patient as I view all the behavior and physical doings of Albino, and conclude my Diagnosis.

 

Um, Diagnosis? Where did you go to medical school?

Ok, guys. This here is a very deep stage of depression we are dealing with, it takes no Sherlock Homes to figure that out. We don't need a "Diagnosis" or people saying, Things will get better, and think happy thoughts. Unfortunately, saying stuff like that can't just snap someone out of a deep depression, it is a very serious condition, and takes a lot more then that.

Treat it with care, and respect. Thank You.

 

Lol albinobat is popular, das why people are sad when she fake killed herself. It's Saturday right now and I just saw her playing oitc. However, when RAUL_DQ123 suicided, no one really cared XD. Seriously. I hate RAUL = ='

 

Albino. For thirteen years I have felt what you are feeling. From Preschool to 11th grade where I am, I'd be given happiness, then my heart ripped out. In fact, I just got punched in the face yesterday. I just let it bounce off of me. So instead of being a cold person and crying your eyes out, why not look at the positives in life? You've got clothes on your back, a roof over your head, a family to help you, and food to eat. Oh and yeah I did try to kill myself in 2010, but that doesn't matter. Whenever I feel bad, I just blame god.

 

I saw her on the server yesterday..

 

60th post ftw for you.