I need to ask something important.

Oh yes.
I must have been mistaken then.

 

Simple. The real me, is a person who wants nothing more than to live the average life. These goals have been misted with fake and rumor spread ideals from others in my area, who wish to do nothing more than to sabotage me. Due to these, I have grown to be very hateful of most people in reality, trusting nearly no one for as long as I remember. (With the exception of a few people.) I have grown to be the type of person who seeks nothing but vengeance to those who have made me miserable for as long as I have lived, but to make their torture, tenfold of which they are to me. Think of me as a man who cannot trust anyone, and is very independent.

If you are about to say, that this thing that I am doing right now is not very independent, I will say "Okay then," because like I said:

 

Can you edit your quote. Change "title" to "poll". My mistake. Back on topic. What you want is what you want.

 

Like I said, and I quote "I would rather people suspect me for manipulation, then to continue receiving hate from about half the community." And from my thread,
"I prefer the happiness of many others' over mine." Why? Simple. Reality.

 

Who cares if you are getting hate that's their fault
you can't change who you are
fuck the haters
Why do you even let them bother you? -.-
Like who gives a rat's ass if they hate you?
As long as you have some good friends you're good to go.

Ultimately
It's your decision whether you want to change
So asking us isn't gonna do you any good
I don't know what to tell ya.

 

Be who you are not someone else we like you as you. <3

 

Because it feels like people would be better off if I were gone.

Honestly, I can't say much for this one. Some of my good friends, don't exactly consider me as their good friend.

Then explain to me, if people like me as me, then why do I get so much hate?

 

WHO CARES WHAT PEOPLE THINK
YOU DO YOU AND DON'T GIVE A SHIT
Why do other people's view on you matter?
As long as you're happy with yourself?
Ugh

And clearly if they don't consider you as a friend then they were never a friend.

*quietly sips truth tea*

 

Maybe because there not use to a different personality, onestly u shouldn't care your different and be proud of that

 

I had a talk with Kritt about this. I do not wish to explain this here. Simple answer, there is no happiness for some people due to reality issues.

Sometimes, is it worth being proud of just me and have many others not? Think of it in my shoes. You are hated by 50% of the people here, sending you vile, gore, hate messages VIA Skype and such so they cannot be reported because of the way you act.

 

Well not meaning to sound rude or anything but
I see no point in complaining about haters
and if you're not happy with yourself well then you need to reevaluate yourself.
Find the good qualities
and learn not to give a fuck about what other people think of you
because i've had it with bullies and people who complain about hate and do nothing about it.
I'm not even gonna waste my time anymore.

*dramatic exit*

 

Ok give me a min to think

 

Are you sure there's ABSOLUTELY nothing you can draw happiness from? Like your family? The community?
I doubt you have lost everything at all, maybe you just took some things for granted, looked over them because they were part of your life for a while.
Also the hater situation, try to find out why exactly they're dissing you. You shouldn't look down on unfounded beliefs, perhaps they are exploiting and exaggerating one negative just to inflate their own selfish ego.

I'm not sure whether this will help or not, but I hope it could be of some use for you.

 

I think you're misunderstanding what I'm saying here. Either that, or I am. I don't know. However, when I said, "susceptible to manipulation", I meant that you can be manipulated easily. Not the other way around, that you manipulate people. But anyways, does your comparison make sense? You would rather have people suspect you for manipulation is equivalent and is pretty much self-implied that you will receive hate either way. Soooo

 

Because of the way I act.

Then I misunderstood it. Apologies. I can easily limit myself greatly in order to prevent it.

Trust me, I've seen worse things when it comes to rudeness or insults or whatnot. I have re-evaluated myself countless times. I would technically be ignoring about half the community in order to "Learn not to give a fuck about what other people think of you." Goodbye then.

 

Also another thing, who exactly are these people? Are they actually well respected / known members of the forums? Or are they just attention hogs and haters?

 

Both.

 

What you need to do is smack every single person's back of the head and say, I love you.

 

You know Shadow, you aren't negative as you put yourself out to be; you're quite a nice guy.

 

I know I am, but that is because I grew to like this community, a lot. But some (Many) people are preventing my full happiness to go through, to the point where I can be a really nice guy, almost to the gentlemanly side.

. . . I don't understand the point of this.