I'm confused

There is no intention, discredit, or harm to anyone in this thread. If you find anything offensive, please by all means let me know.

I have a question to the server. I am not sure anyone remembers my earlier ages. Of the old forums, when I was acting all mature and crap. From what I saw you people didn't like it. I've not been trying to be so serious and stiff lately. In fact I've tried to be really nice for the past few days. Many of you have seen my posts against Marwan400 or domilink1945. I'm not condoning what I said and that it was right, but I can be a nice person at times. Neither did I or anyone else notice this until my 7th grade teacher pointed out that I have a temper. Things that are like jokes offend me. It's nothing against you nice folks, it's against what happened at school.

In the fifth grade I was fat, ugly and short. The people at my school called me a fat white Haole. After those years I've been very angry all the time. I'm not trying to get myself scott-free, and this is no excuse, but if I am badgering on you, know that the anger is not directed at you.

Now the thing I have been putting off. The question about me being mature.

I have acted stiff and mature before in the past and you did not like it. I tried to be funny and you still didn't like it. So I have a question for you, ItsJerryAndHarry people. What do you want out of me? :)

 

I cannot speak behalf of all of us.
What you think is best is best.
Being yourself. Being yourself is the most importent thing.
Ignore haters. Brush away the past, think about what you want to become of.
If being mature all the time is what makes you happy, sure.
If being silly and fun makes you happy, sure.
We will all take you for who you are.
Its not our choice, its yours.
We cannot help you.
Be yourself. Be whatever you like.
Trust me, you will feel better.
Remember, brush away the haters, they only make you mad.
If the haters win you over, you will never live with yourself.
Oh, and remember,

SCREW YOU HATERS! YOLOYOLOYOLO

 

Just don't give a sh*t about what people say about you. Be who you want to be ;)

 

*insert Mexican girl* Why not both?

 

I do not understand this sentence O_O

 

For example: Myself.
If you look at my posts in Server discussion and help, they are MUCH different from my posts in Random spam and Off topic.
I am both mature and VERY immature x3

 

Just behave how you like :). If people dislike it, that's THEIR problem, not yours ;).

 

Thanks for the positive feedback guys. I'll try to use each and every one of your ideas.