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This is something that a lot of people need to work on...me included...
But it's not just something that can be fixed with a snap of the finger
Some people have little to no self esteem and they think they are some piece of crap who don't deserve to be here
and that can't be changed...
So you might have to kinda deal with those people
But yes the concept is nice..
I hope some people take this advice c:

 

@Shadow_Riolu

 

Awwwe. I'll stop for you <3

 

Fine, I will TRY to stop being negative about myself. Don't count on it though...

 

I don't know, no matter how hard everyone tries, I never seem to get the message.
Oh well.

I appreciate taking your time just to send out this message to everyone. Like... I really do. I love it.

 

Okay, Shadow (and everyone else :3).
Seriously.

Fun story time.
I kinda used to be like you.
Never really expressed it.
Kept it inside.

Sure, I didn't change overnight.
I don't expect you to.

But really, I found the right people to talk to.
I started to talk with them some, and just things... Went away.
Sure, I have my moments where I look at myself and I'm like...
"Wow. What are you doing. Why. You're not the best looking"
But I just look away from the mirror.
Ignore myself.
And continue on with life.

Life just isn't fun living with self-pity.
You're constantly like "Uhg, I hate myself".
I understand that completely.
Again, I was the same way.
But...
You just gotta look at the bright light at the end of the tunnel.

It's there.
I promise.
You just may need some help finding it.

 

Please do? For your sanity's sake. It destroys any motivation for any goal.

 

The question is who. Have you seen one of my status quotes?

I said I would TRY. It isn't exactly easy you know.

 

I don't know who.
Only you can determine that.

But you can't just give up.
Find someone.

Honestly, after forever, I found @ItsStartheFox and some other people.
They've kind helped me along.

 

Well, I'm not completely good with myself sometimes too...
What I mean is, I'm not always confident.
I'm not going to talk about it here, because my problems are a bit personal (If your one of my closer friends, feel free to request a PM session with me).
However, I'm also a very emotional person/somebody with frequent mood swings.
One day I might love my life, the next I hate everything.
But I carry on.
It's not how you get there, it's that you do get there.

 

I'm not protesting or being rude, but sometimes people like to express the bad feeling to the people that care about them.
Everyone on the forums here care about each other. Sure, we may be odd and gross or whatever, but we're just one of those families.
It's mostly for attention, but sometimes we need someone to make us smile. It may be any odd person, but everyone here is still here for anyone.
Or pass the feelings by, like what Star said, go onto the next thing.
Clear your mind up and look at the bright side. :3

❤

 

And apparently me spazzing consecutively makes people laugh...

 

I said...
LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE.
Sorry.

 

It's fine. I am still trying...

 

As long as you try, and try your hardest, we don't mind.
It's when you "try", but don't actually try.

 

I am a man of my word, I don't take back what I say...

 

I am probably the worst when it comes to these things. I mean, suffering with depression that looks like it's going to stay with me for a very long time, low self-esteem, having an inferiority complex, anxiety, bipolar, asocial, possibly autistic, possibly aspergic, and dyslexic... there's probably a whole lot more that I can't think of. I cry alot and I simply don't understand why. I become hostile at random times. Here's a fact that most of you probably didn't know already... I've been to a mental hospital more than 3 times already... once for attempted suicide. I've been told by many people that despite of what I have... I am still a great person. I don't get it. I had never understood why. People also tell me that they didn't know I had all of these problems in life due to my personality... still don't get it. A bunch of people tell me that I am very good at hiding it... I don't think so. It's very strange how I am an honour student. I don't get it... I never seem to get anything. I'm too shy... I'm a hermit. I will never understand. Really... the only thing that makes me forget about all of this are the Beatles, the classic rock fandom, and my friends in the fandom. That really makes me forget that I have issues... I can talk about anything there without being embarrased basicly because they have the exact same interests I have. Look at that... I went off topic. I'm secretly embarrased of posting this here because really... truth be told... I don't like being told "try" because I keep doing that but no... it doesn't seem to work unless someone talks about something I really want to talk about... then yes... I "try". I should probably stop typing at this moment because my fingers are really shaking.

 

*hug*

 

I don't know about you but I am.....
BEAUTIFUL