If you've ever lost a friend.

We are not making you cry, We are talking the sadness of true friendships we lost.

 

Read my post again, just edited it to the ppls I lost.

 

I've lost friends for sure...my biggest?
Her name was Kennadi. She was my best friend. We clicked on everything and we understood eachother. However, it took me 6 years to realize I was her doormat. She picked on me, talked about me behind my back, and just plain used me. I saw straight through her. All her lies kept stacking. She has made me cry, more times then she has made me laugh. She does drugs and has near no friends so I think I win. But she would always call me a loser, weird, and annoying. I was the only person willing to be her friend. Everybody else hated her and I was the one person that tried...yet she treated me like crap. Friendship! Yay.

 

Just like my friend ship with a IGN CapsaLock
She mostly Sad , I ve been her friend for 2 months. But since Factions came put, I mostly go there. When I came back to Creative, She tested me if I changed and she cried that she thinks I'll leave her, But We have that convo Last Month everyday. She didn't changed, She mostly got bullied in Mc and RL, I was her helping friend yet She is getting annoying. I tried to calm my nerves, But Every hard work built gone in a day. I am just.. Lost it, Since that happened. I am afraid if she never forgive me the day I left her alone, So I didn't go to Creative that day foward. I have just crushed a girl feelings..

 

Eli, you have to know that I'm here for you, I haven't really lost many friends, but I know what it would feel like. It would feel like your dog, eating your pet hamster. Just like, holy shit, where the hell did he go, then all of the sudden, RUFF RUFF!

 

I lost a few friends. IRL I had a friend named Hannah. We were like two peas in a pod until she wanted to become "popular." One day I said to her, "Remember when we used to be, like, best friends?" and she said, "No, what are you talking about weirdo?"

Over MC I've lost friends. I had a friend named 'frankcha' for a really long time. One day he told me that he really liked me and I guess you could say we dated. Then I started playing on another server and I haven't seen him since. I also had a friend named 'xxnutmegxx'. I met up with her everyday with 'frankcha' and we built together on a creative server with some other people. Then I never saw her again after I joined the other server. Same story with my friend 'Sweetalura' (I don't know if that was her IGN but part of it was that).

 

Well, I realized about the true you on Friday night and I want to say it now. I'm ready to express the real truth. And do you know I've been getting a lot of "What's wrong with Beef" "He's been a real jerk" "That dude sounds annoying" Blah blah. Be expecting something from me. It's funny how you say I'm the attention whore and you call yourself the "center of attention. You're not all that and I don't know why people really look up do you, me being stupid thinking your top shit. You think you're the king but all you really do is put others down, discriminate people, exclude and it's wrong. You are the one that needs help dude. For your own good. I respect that your going into the U.S Navy, nothing but respect for you but you react so big to the smallest things. Me talking to Courtlynn, etc etc and you sir need a break. You must put REALLY high standards on your friends and must not be a fit. Have a change in heart for once, think of others.
As for everyone else, thanks for sharing your stories. If you ever need help from me, I'll be there always. To me, I've realized Beef isn't all you think. Deep down, he's a inconsiderate person. May I quote Beef talking to LevelSk8er "It doesn't look for someone my age to talk to someone your age" and "I dont want people to look at me like I spend my freetime talking to 11 year olds". He has told me that you think this "
He doesn't want to record with me OR talk to me because I will give him a bad reputation, He said it himself
Really dude, I know what's going on....everyone tells me what you say to them. Removing a lot of people from skype but that's your choice which doesn't really matter. Think me, everyone and your own life over. Just stand there for a moment and realize you hurt people. I'm not saying your a bad person, what I am trying to say is your actions effect others. And dude, I want to be friends again. Maybe in the next couple of months, I don't know. Not saying people shouldn't talk to you or listen, people should think there own way about you. For me, now I think you're just another person that thinks they are all that and they really aren't. People have told me these "reasons" you provide is NO REASON to stop being friends with a person. You could settled it nicely a couple of weeks ago in a private call and this all would've never happened. I'm not against you, but I can't stand with you any longer. Thanks for your time. And if you want to anything else, ask me.
~Eli
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