Fears

What’s your biggest fear?

Mine is vomit. I literally can not stand the sight, smell, or sound of someone throwing up. This little kid threw up in the mall today and I thought I was having a heart attack, but it was just a panic attack. I’m trying to burn the memory out of my head.

 

Spiders

 

I guess I’m not the only one!

 

The unstoppable marching of time that is slowly guiding us all towards an inevitable death.

 

Getting left behind the rest of the world in some way or another. Probably the most probable yet still very impractical example would be getting hit by a car and being sent into a coma lasting a year or more. Frankly, my life, it would seem to me, would be over. I would be forgotten by most of the meaningful relationships I have today, all things I remember to be relevant become irrelevant, college might just get straight up cancelled. I cringe thinking about all the messages from people I would have missed (I get that it's a very stupid thing to worry about but it is still a worry) and that many of people, like everybody on the server, would have no idea why I seemingly randomly vanished without explanation. I would miss out on fucking everything. I hate that I would be a year behind everyone else's education. I hate the thought that I would have to reset my life again from scratch, with nothing and with everybody whom I love today having moved on to new people. And I can't even blame them for it-to do so would be self-centered and selfish, which makes it even more sad because it makes the people that time stole from me an ideal of something that I could have been. To be fair, it would not be game over. Or if it would, just a different game. I would start a new life, and who knows, maybe said new life would even be inspiration to me to live a better one than the one I currently have. But the thought of losing everything that I, today, love and cherish (excluding family, of course) and then am forced to watch without myself with, is a very scary one. It is surely a compelling insecurity of mine that, while can be brandished to be productive, is also capable of inducing somewhat crippling/conforming fear.

 

i usually say spiders or something but if i had to be honest, it'd probably be the concept of time

just the concept that i'm gonna die one day and that the world is just gonna go on without me scares the fuck out of me, and even when everyone on earth is dead, time will keep going on, creating more species of life and going on forever, even in other galaxies

i also think it's beautiful, but it's the one thing i cry about almost instantly when i think about it

it's kind of a 'favourite nightmare' sort of thing ig

wow this post was edgy

 

Arthropods in general will need coverage let's

 

Losing my girlfriend or my anyone from my family.

 

e-Girls

 

School. Can’t stand homework, people, teachers, or textbooks(god I hate those).

 

My biggest fear is heights

 

I fear not dying, not succeeding or living up to beyond my limits, fear of boredom/passiveness.

 

I fear the loneliness and being ignored by people :(

 

failing the last jump of rankup X

 

bugs

 

My fears are bugs, the dark, TVs, mirrors and windows and certain types of text fonts.

 

bugs, spiders, and death

 

Why are you afraid to die, every living day will taste death anyway.